Being random is a talent

2011-11-29T22:52:00.005+08:00

seeing is believing,
but experiencing it makes you understand more.

now, finally....
im accepting how realistic people around can be.

getting immune to the,
excuses given for making use of you(unknowingly).

but always believing that,
the individuals are not one of a kind.

maybe i should start going with my,
instinct.

the power of,
first impression being really useful.

though,
it might be a wrong move.

but still it's better to defend yourself,
before anyone starts to behave like you owe it to them.

at the end of the day we'll conclude with,
old friends are better newer ones.

2011-08-18T00:23:00.005+08:00

TAKEN!

2011-06-21T00:56:00.012+08:00

她说:
你们两个有不一样的性格。
一个想靠自己，一个想靠别人!

有时候我也想靠别人,
但是我不希望成为对方的负担。
所以我选择了靠自己。

我能请求被疼爱多一点吗？
现在，我只希望我能活得比从前快乐。

2011-05-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really wonder.

what does the people around me want in life.

how did they manage to know,

what they actually want.

i've been thinking,

what's mine.

and i have yet to come up with an answer to myself.

in fact,

there are a list of things that i wanna fulfil.

but always,

im restricted from doing them.

in a way or another.

2011-04-18T00:40:00.004+08:00

faceshop's eyemask while typing now.

life's getting better recently.

problem not exactly solved,

but relatively left there hanging.

no wars going on,

which is totally perfect for now.

i'd say the current channel 8,

really tells alot.

reflects on what's happening,

in most of the households.

i mean it applies only when both the woman stays together.

anyway,

i cant wait for my getaway soon!

whilst waiting for the HR personnel,

to inform me when im starting my full-time.

but under contract basis though, 1 year.

i hope thereafter,

i can convert to a full-timer.

or maybe work in another department.

it's gonna be an exciting experience.

with the financial year end coming,

when im about to join them.

but doing a diff job,

from what i did during intern.

my weekdays now is kinda mundane.

other than going to work,

i'll go nowhere else other than home.

unless my friends ask me out. =X

maybe some/most of you,

might feel homey after you start working.

that's how im feeling now,

eventhough it's just a part-time admin job,

5 stops away from home.

and yes! i always love to enjoy myself,

during the weekends!

but sometimes,

i hate the fact that i'll sleep freaking late.

my dark eye circles are like beyond hope already.

and now, there's only 2 solutions to it.

it's either by applying concealor or getting myself tanned.

seems likka nonsensical post to me.

OMG!!! ok, i think im tired and,

i'd better get some sleep.

before i look zombie-fied at work tmr.

boss is coming in.

hohoho! got government, no fun! =X

haha!

nights world!

=)=)=)

2011-04-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

went out with a heavy heart,

came back with a lighter heart.

im glad i went tonight.

thanks for the night! =)

anyway,

i guess for the time being,

im not gonna take any action for the current situation.

shall take a step at a time.

and when things happen again.

i shall decide whether to step in or not.

time shall speak for itself.

maybe things will get better,

maybe not.

shall let it be,

and start thinking about what i want in life.

might be going for some lessons with my bro and nun.

need to think of how to make myself multi-talented.

i dont seem to have anything about myself to be proud of.

=(=(=(

anyway,

till then.

im glad im feeling better today.

2011-04-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

being sandwiched, yet again.

seriously,

i've always wanted to get out of the situation.

but im not permitted to do so.

cos, blood is thicker than water.

beginning to hate april,

right now.

when it's only the 3rd day of the new month.

every single day,

there'll be something shitty happening.

and im super glad that,

i chose to stay home yesterday.

who can tolerate things,

that happens again and again.

isnt it tiring at all?

why cant there be peace and harmony?

wouldnt life be easier?

why cant there be a higher level of respect?

why cant things be solved in a mature manner?

roar! and who the hell,

invented the word, miscommunication?

argh!!! everything's getting out of hand now!!!

and im getting worried for the rest of the week.

i would have no one sharing the problems with me.

no one i can talk to when im sandwiched again.

getting really tired,

of being a peacemaker,

can i quit this game?

if i do, im gonna be the biggest loser.

what should i do?

2011-03-31T23:35:00.010+08:00

drained!

felt and looked likka zombie,

when i reached the office today.

at the end of the day,

i looked damn cui with the ultra thick eyebags.

O.O

tmr gonna give a reply regarding the secret mission,

i went on tues.

just hope that everything goes well.

pls pls pls.

it really got me thinking and getting paranoid,

over the workload. roar!!!

anyway,

supposed to sleep early today.

butbutbut,

the temptations around stopped me from doing so.

haha! yup. my fault.

cos im not disciplined enough.

but who cares?

it's friday tmr!!!

it's gonna be an awesome night,

with my favourite cousins and aunts!

woots! me like! me like!

was watching channel U's 9pm show just now.

they were showing bali.

making me more tempted to go overseas!

nah, in fact to some island to try all the exciting water sports.

i wanna try flying fish, jet ski, parasailing,

and the list goes on.

i wanna try them while im still young!

anyone's in for it?

i cant wait to enjoy the breeze, sun and sea!

omg! im getting excited over it.

cant wait to go for an indepth discussion,

with my cousin tmr. hehehe!

anyway,

just ordered some stuff from gmarket just now.

got myself a gorillapod for my pen,

leather pencil case(fav of all),

and 2 sets of uber cute post-it.

one for me and one for cousin love =)

enough of sharing for today.

needa hit the sacks now.

good night! =)

2011-03-31T00:14:00.005+08:00

guess i'll be blogging more often now,

given that a new skin motivates me to do so.

sometimes i seriously hate the drastic change of my mood.

i mean it doesnt come often.

the previous post was sucha happy post,

and the next day turned out to be quite bad.

so i guess,

i need to restrict myself from getting too happy.

in order to prevent myself from having the sucky feeling,

that i had yesterday.

am trying to type this post,

with my heavy eyelids that are trying to challenge me.

ahha! yup. i prefer to blog at night.

and i would say,

girls are more open to share their thoughts at night.

anyway,

im glad that i have really great friends around me.

thanks for being around today.

and the bball partner. LOL!

come only, kenna shoot by us.

but it's ok right, cos u feel shiok only. =X

had a long chat with one of my friend.

whom i would say,

her advices and information she told me,

helped me make up my decision.

whereby the part of the decision making really made me,

gonna go berserk.

im glad,

that i know what i want now.

it might be temporary,

but i believe the experience would mean alot.

i think my brain stopped again.

age is catching up seriously.

will be back soon again.

but no promise that there'll be photos.

cos i dont know where to start from,

as there's way too many to share.

nights world! =)

2011-03-29T08:54:00.009+08:00

yes! im back! after being missing for months, not! =)

im seriously glad that i've graduated!

i mean who wouldn't right?

cos, i thought i wont be able to make it for one module.

woots! now that im done with studies,

and knowing that getting into a uni is impossible for me.

unless it's private uni,

i decided to start hunting for a job first.

may i get a job that i want.

pretty pretty pls! =)

and yes, if u realise,

i've gotten myself a new blog skin.

the previous one was totally screwed.

and i love the current one big time! =)

so right now,

im transiting to the next phase of life.

the life of being an adult.

sheesh! how is it gonna be?

have plans to do part-time studies though.

and i hope i can cope! =)

anyway, gonna be on a secret mission later.

wahaha!!! and meeting up my,

taiwan's yumuaji afterwards for some catchup session.

woots! me like!!!

we might have graduated,

but we can still meet up ok!!

so i kinda miss some of them from TA08.

seems like most of the girls are going uni,

while the guys are waiting to be enlisted.

happy for them, the smart kids.

oh ya! i think i miss siting too!

lol! that crazy woman,

that i've known since year 1.

miss those days seriously.

we ought to meet up for a celebration soon!!

argh!! and i feel like going overseas badly!!!

hopefully before i start work.

cos by then when im a full-timer,

and a part-time student,

going overseas gonna be a little impossible.

i think im gonna be a workaholic by then,

but still, i wont forget to enjoy.

talking about work,

i think it's time for me to get a proper phone.

the mini and cute one would be kinda 'informal',

for me at work.

and grandma ask me to pass her my phone to use,

when i get a new one.

grandma so cute!!!

okok. enough of blabbering.

i think im getting excited over everything right now.

gonna get prepared and head out for my appointment at 11am.

may everything go smoothly!

hope everything's in place,

and yes! it's gonna be a deal! =)

will be back with more pics.

too much to talk about.

im happy! =) ciaos!

2011-01-02T03:25:00.003+08:00

it's the 2nd day of 2011.
i've yet to set my resolution this year.
but something i need to decide on is,
what im gonna do after i graduate.

should i take deg? acca? or work?
or study part-time and work full-time?
it's gonna be damn tiring.
but for the sake of my future,
this has to be done.

anyway,
2010 havent been a good year.
im hoping for a better year this year.
school's starting tmr.
not looking forward to it though.

cos i foresee hell coming.
=X LOL!!!
i've got interview and,
data gathering on the 2nd week.
suit not bought yet. die!!!
wahaha!!!

my body clock's kinda screwed.
i feel tired when im out.
when i reach home, im wide awake.
and that explains why im blogging at this hour.

and yes! did i mention,
im duper happy!!!
i've got new stuff from bro,
on the first day of this year!!!

he got me an ipod touch and a adidas windbreaker.
woots! love both!
cos i finally have a mp3 now!
previous died on me before exams, after my birthday. =(
and yes! finally a windbreaker of my own!!!
it's red and i like the design of it!!!
woots!!!

im happy!
i hope i'll remain happy throughout.
love all that's reading my blog.
ciaos! =)

2010-12-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

and so,
my mind is in a mess again.
i need my concentration back.
=(=(=(

2010-12-10T22:41:00.003+08:00

temptations, too much of a thing.
it leads you to doing something wrong,
with a mind that doesnt belong to you.
you dont even think of the consequences.

you brought her high up,
and now bottom of the pit.
she thought you're really working hard.
but she was wrong.

i see her how disappointed she was,
when she picked up the call.
she was worried,
really worried.

i couldnt do anything,
but to be around to listen to her.

i know she needs me around.

cos i know what's happening right now.

she's sad but she cant express it.
she still wants to guard the secret for you.
she told me not to tell anyone.
and i will keep mum.

i know afterall,
she loves you.
but you hurt her too deep,
to the extent where i see her blaming herself.

i just hope,
it was just another nightmare.
till the truth is out,
we shall see.

2010-12-10T22:12:00.003+08:00

if only,
you could be less superstitious
it would save a lot of trouble
and unnecessary arguments

if only,
things could be in my control
i would want to make you
a more open-minded person

if only,

you could listen and understand my needs and wants

before saying a NO

when i havent finish my sentence.

it's all about the if only,
it's time to be back to reality!!!!

2010-12-09T15:04:00.002+08:00

so much of feeling stressed.
but not getting anything into my brain.
given the remaining time,
there's a need to speed up.
and concentration level,
to be at the highest point.

aches all over,
hoping it's all worth it.
for, the rest being sacrificed.
mind and body,
needs to stay in the tiptop condition,
to charge into the battlefield.

i pray hard.
may things go well for me.

2010-12-07T13:48:00.001+08:00

who knows what's going on?
im being bombarded!
stress, stress, stress!!!
i need to be alone.

2010-11-27T22:54:00.003+08:00

i guess.....
i need to lower my expectations,
in order to lessen my disappointment.
no one cares, why should i?

it doesnt pay to be nice

2010-11-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

a fear that have been with me,
is soon to be known by me in grandma.

i'd always love staying with my grandparents.
i'd always love talking to them,
especially grandma.

i like it when they'll be with me forever.
i dont wanna see an end to it.
i know it's impossible.

sometimes, it feels like living with an atomic bomb in my brain.
not knowing, when the bomb will blow off.
hoping that it will not forever.

and im sure, if it blows off someday.
it's gonna be a blow to me.
given the situation of our relationship.

yes, i admit i fear.
but there's nothing i can do to it.
the only thing i can do now is to spend more time with them.

especially grandma, knowing that she just admitted she fell.
and that she have been having nightmares.

i know she fear,
as much as i do.
cos she loves me as much as i love her.

2010-11-05T01:23:00.004+08:00

woots!!!!
feeling freaking good right now.

the fact that i've adrenaline rush,
right at this hour.
due to my favourite sport!!!
BBALL FTW!!!!!

anyway, 2 months since i last blogged.
had my fair share of holiday,
and freelance job to cover back,
my expenses when i was overseas.

school have started.
super not used to it still.
trying super hard,
to feel likka student now.

late night cant take me long,
since school started.
i've got no idea why im so drained,
when it's only the second week of school.

yupyup.
so it's the long weekends!!!
i've got a packed schedule this week.
events clash like forever!

but after the activity just now,
i've gotten an answer for myself.
i wanna go have fun!!!!
and take a good look,
at how the place have changed.

and to feel how i felt,
likka bball player back then.
it's time to reminisce those days,
when we cant bring ourselves away from bball-ing.

ok. enough said.
i shall be back with photos soon!!!
i've been having too much fun!!!
really really too much!!!

i dont know where i should,
start talking about,
how much fun i had!

stay tuned!!!
i'll be back!
i promise!
=)=)=)

2010-09-18T11:52:00.003+08:00

woots!
im finally back after 1+month of mia-ing,
from blogging.
LOL!!!

i like mia-ing sometimes,
everything just feels so good.
cos no one knows how i have been doing recently.

anyway,
just came back from cruise yesterday.
first every trip with friends.
fun is what i can say,
but i could have been better.
=)=)=)

have got no idea what to say for now.
cos i've yet gotten the other half of the photos.
i think i miss the people in deloitte. =X

okok. shall not side track.
and will be back for a proper post soon.
before i fly on 22nd.
miss me much! LOL!!!

anyway,
im still trying to sort out my thoughts.
the sea breeze didnt help me much though.
argh! hate this seriously.
am gonna burn some of my stuff soon.

gtg.
my brain's not working now.
bye!
=)=)=)

2010-08-03T00:57:00.006+08:00

seriously, i hate how unfair life can be.

and im like facing it like shit.

i cant take it.

i hate how they still have the,

guys are precious girls are shit kinda thinking.

it's all bullshit.

i cant find any reason,

why it should be like that.

seriously, i dont wish to be in the house anymore.

i wanna have a get away,

a place far away from home,

from the people at home.

i hate my life now.

saying the obvious is totally retarded.

i'll never trust anymore,

being treated this way.

this is way too shit.
no one understands.
no one will, unless you've gone through.

but i doubt so,

cos im just the unlucky one here.

this is shit.

it's time to have my own stand.

just do what i want

and ignore whoever who objects.

why the hell should i care,

when no one does.

im just a non existent human.

im just a bloody trouble maker.

i dont make peace at home.

i know my rights.

but they dont.

bias is all it says.

brainless is what you are.

spoilt brat is how u behave.

useless is what you're.

hate is what i feel now.

im now gonna ignore whatever shit,
that's gonna happen.
i shall see how you survive.

ignorance is bliss.

2010-06-29T22:59:00.016+08:00

woots!
my sat only started in the afternoon,
with a decision made to not go for SY's birthday.
my on off fever was back again.

only nearing to the night,
the fever went off.
it's irrirating shit seriously.
dined with the family,
then to giant to get the necessities.

shiok!
cos i've always like shopping at such places,
even without the intention of spending.
and yup, we spent about $120+ in total.
all thanks to bro,
the daylight robber. LOL!!!

airport for swensens, yo!
ice-cream irrestitable!
i guess im not as sweet tooth as before.
thumbs up!
=)=)=)

and me and bro ended the day with a little camwhore-ing,
and face pampering.
yes! for sure it's the mask, yo.
and definately a refrigerated one,
which bro went to freeze it instead.
but still it feels good! =)

sunday was an awesome day to begin with.
i had a superb good sleep,
till 11am.
finally a peaceful sleep,
cos the past few nights have been bad.
either toss and turn till morning,
if not waking up in the middle of the night.

so yup,
met coussie at my place,
before we + bro set off to kallang.
sexcited much.
meeting new people and getting myself active,
with a sport that i havent had the courage to.

so i went to kallang,
to row row row your boat,
with my bro's team.
i swear it's damn fun!
but tiring as well.
to me, stamina is needed.

anyway after 2h of rowing,
we ended the session.
and woots! i feel the ache already.
damn fast! LOL!!
so we bathed and left for dinner.
gonna head back this week again.
likka shiok!

beach road where my bro,
got a backpack.
then to bugis,
finally for our dinner.
i was freaking thirsty,
but i just seems to be unable to finish my drink.

settled at a hong kong cafe at bugis junction.
was expecting to order the bubble tea,
but it was not for sale.
cos it's foc if we celeabrate our birthdays there.
and yup, we went for 50cents glass of water instead.

each ordered a main dish,
and shared a borsh soup,
and also a honey bacon something something.
the soup and bacon was ok, but not the main dish.
kim gary's food is still better.
omg! i wanna go back there. =)

so the hungry 3 still went over to iluma,
and kuku bro was craving for some ice-cream.
took really long to try the flavours,
and decide what to get.
end up, we only got 2 flavours.

and tada!
all done and satisfied. shiokshiok!

and i think bro,
look cute here.
haha! i think he was laughing at,
something i said/did.
which i cant recall. LOL!!

and my fav pic of all.
i like the angle,
of where the cup was taken,
not forgetting my lovely coussie too! =)

up we go to the arcade,
but before we reach the arcade,
coussie and i were attracted to this new movie.
cartoon i think, im not sure though.
superb big eyes and epic expressions! i like! =)
so we each had a pose with them.

and how nice, bro and i had telepathy,
cos mine was taken when,
he went to gents.
ahha! now u'll know why.
i think we're both just too crazy.
but his expression really epic.
LOLOLOL!!!!

and lastly,
a picture of the fart machine.
also, not forgetting a group peeka!
with my ugly bro.

before i end this post,
i shall share this song
which i've been addicted to.
not because of world cup.
i just like the song.
tsa mina mina eheh! waka waka ehehe!
enjoy! =)=)=)

2010-06-25T23:33:00.004+08:00

went on a secret mission today.
hope, i'll be determined to continue.

anyway,
i think im pretty obvious being bias now.
i like A more than B.
and it's obvious that i treat A better than B,
even though i got to know B recently.
LOL!!!

too cute to resist,
that i cant help but to dote.
like what i told my besties,
i dont like A in so many ways now.
the story goes on and on,
when i starts grumbling. LOL!!!

im looking forward,
to intro-ing to my friends.
im sure they'll be like me.
wahaha!!!
and fyi, im glad i know this friend.
=)=)=)

someday,
i'll take and post a pic here.
and yup, fyi im no lesbo.
imma straight.
she's just too innocent.
LOLOL!!!

im crapping now,
cos it's a boring friday night.
which i thought,
i've been spending it the way like this,
wasting my time away.

i feel like heading to the beach.
i miss those days,
when i head to the beach so often.
i miss the breeze, the sun,

lying on the beach gazing stars,
and the not so clean singapore sea.
LOLOLOL!!!
i miss tanning!!!

2010-06-23T22:40:00.012+08:00

ohvola!
i just finished popping 3 pills.
fever, bodyache, antibotics.
swallowing them is the worst thing ever.
eww!!! i think it's still stuck in my throat.
=(=(=(

so like ya,
after having 2 days of on off fever,
i finally consulted the doctor this morning.
cos my throat was acting up already.
given 2 days mc,
shall see if im able to work tmr.
cos im feeling better now.

anyway,
it's Lena's last day at work,
and not forgetting K's birthday.
wasnt feeling really good.
in fact, i was feeling kinda weak,
my eyebags revealed everything.

met K at our usual hangout,
shopped around.
managed to get myself new clothes.
but totally not suitable for work.
=(=(=( spent $47 in total for 4 pieces of cloth.
LOL!!!

in case you dont know how she looks like,
this is a picture of us with my new bought top.
i thought it looked nice! =)=)=)

and we started camwhoring,
after i was done trying the clothes.
cos the one above could be exchanged for,
if i didnt like it. =)=)=)

and so i was trying to disturb her,
while she tried to camwhore,
with mum's lauyaopok camera,
which K requested me to bring.
and i think the peeka looked better,
with me looking ghostly. LOL!!!
camwhore continues...

i like the way we act stupid.
haha!!!
and finally a decent peeka of us.
cos i didnt want the day to end up,
with ridiculous peekas.

the hungry 2 then headed over to,
BLISS at punggol park.
first time there.
food and ambience was ok.
can head there to chill in future.
had a feast for the eyes. =X
right, K? LOL!!!

oh ya,
not that i wanna compliment myself,
but my effort from avoiding K from peeping,
to see what's for her succeeded.
i know she kept trying to peep,
but i was just too good.
and practically lied to her.

told her it's some stuff for my colleagues,
but end up admitting that it's for her.
cos she wanted me to put the bags outside,
while i went into the cubicle.
but i lied that i bought stones,
cos the bag was really heavy,
and she believed.

ahha!
im sucha good white liar.
LOL!!!
kudos to me!
anyone wants to have a lesson with me?
FOC if you're a good friend of mine.
HAHA!!!

so yup,
we prepared the cake,
while she went to the toilet.
and she's shock when she's back.
think she didnt expected a cake to come,
cos there wasnt any trace of a cake.
and so, the birthday song begins...

fyi, the guy in grey at the back,
is the eye candy of the day.
=X LOL!!!
mr handsome/muscular,
who cant get his eyes of K.
wee-woo-weet!
=)=)=)

and yupyup,
finally it's time for her to open,
her long awaited prezzies.
which she've got no hint about what it is.
i think she didnt expect what she wants,
to be coming.

at least it's something that will be of use.
and the practically loving artpiece,
that me and XP did on a sunday afternoon.
i swear i had one of the nights traveling up and down,
from city hall to orchard,
just to search for the letter blocks.
i know it's not very far,
but it was almost time when the shops are closing.

anyway,
K, hope you like the prezzie,
and you didnt understand our artpiece at first.
=X lol! funniest thing of all.
and sorry, we didnt wrap it,
cos we thought it's not necessary.
HAHAHA!!!

and yup.
time to share my fav pic of the day again!
tada!!!

anyway,
present for her.
and present for me too.
it's sticky!!!
=)=)=)

2010-06-21T23:12:00.010+08:00

woohoo!!!
i've been feeling great!
with the super sufficient sleep for my weekends,
which makes 1/2 the day wasted.
fyi, i havent worked for laundry for almost a month.

anyway,
sat was a day supposedly to be planned,
by me but i failed to do so.
disappointed much.
i was too tired from the hunting of stuff,
the entire week.

like what my friends say,
i never have enough time,
for myself. LOL!!!
yup. im super busy.
and sometimes i find it seasonal.
=)=)=)

so yupyup.
plenty of camwhore pics.
not alone btw,
cos im out with mum's lauyapok camera.
which turned out to have a nice effect.
K ♥s the effect much.

and yadayada,
here comes some camwhore session,
before we met the weekly dosage.
tada! our familiar faces.

grandma ♥

K ♥

W came to pick us up and off,
we headed over to marina square.
#1 bad suggestion.
traffic jams and road blocks,
due to the ndp rehearsal.

#2 bad plan,
cos the 6 of us were kinda heading,
to nowhere.
we didnt know where to head for dinner.
fyi, my fault. not planned.

decided to settle down,
at jack's place.
a hungry man is an angry man.
LOL!!! what's more?
there were 3 of them,
so we had to be careful.

the 3 of us decided to settle for:

shiitake soup

seafood salad

chef's salad

over to mindscafe after.
i would say i had a superb,
sense of accomplishment!!
i like the feel of having,
the great sense of direction.
cos i led them to prinsep street,
with a little help from streetdirectory.com
cool beans!!! =)=)=)

had uber losta fun at mindscafe.
i went almost berserk!
i was high on games.
LOL! weird right,
people get high on alcohol,
while i go high on games.

tada!
the game that made me super high:

look what happened to the cards. LOL!

and not forgetting,

whereby i cant help,

but to laugh at the stupid actions we made.

and the forfeit were:

Loser #1

Loser #2
Loser #3

Loser #4 = myself. LOL! no video btw.
LOL at ZL's expression, from S's attack.

& ugliest forfeit ever!!

if you remember my trademark drawing,
you'll know which is drawn by me.
wahaha!! i was out to revenge. =X
and that ends my marvelous sunday morning.
imma happy girl!

sun came a suprise by V,
actually it isnt exactly a suprise.
but she's damn awesome to pass me,
this balloon she made in the almost wee hours.
it's like 12midnight?

and yup,
the uber irresistably cute-looking ladybird?
how could i resist not to take a peeka with it?
♥ you much V. =)=)=)

anyway,
im glad i prepared myself salad again.
the lettuce is gonna rot soon,
kept in the fridge for a little too long.

it may not look appealing,
but never judge a book by it's cover.
it's tasty,
cos i did it the previous time.
and i ♥ it.
it's gonna be breakfast for me tmr.

anyway,
the below are the important people, yo!
♥ you both plenty!
=)=)=)

and lastly,

my fav peeka of the day:

2010-06-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

accomplishment much on a sunday morning,

with a tad disappointment.

i completed my first ever 10km run with the 2hrs,

the slopes were deadly.

energy level definately drops to almost,

if i attempt to run after.

i'll try harder the next time,
with a better timing.
but definately not too soon,
more trainings are required to build up the stamina.

anyway, my first ever longest run,
rewarded me with my first ever lucky draw.
first time in my life feeling lucky,
but then im giving the limited edition suunto backpack,
which is said to worth $90,
to my kuku bro who aimed it when i got it.
cos he knew i wouldnt use it. LOL!!!

anyway, im getting myself back to the sporty mode.
been wanting to go for a swim.
and it's like the best sport ever,
cos i like to be in the water. LOL!!!
needa get a swimwear soon,
and it shall be a routine hopefully.

and i guess i'll go for a routine run,
with the bro at the neighbourhood as well.
i never liked running the tracks,
cos it's really boring after the first round.
tanning session will come in soon.

im fading in the aircon room,
and i cant take the level of fairness i am now.
im kinda disgusted by myself,
having the look of a weakling.
i dont like,
cos i never suit fair skin.

anyway,
i struggled through my report.
it was kinda hell.
and i thought it's kinda stupid to make us do 3.
and writing similar things.
kinda waste of our and the lecturer's time only.

somehow i wish im having holidays now,
dread all the morning wakes to work.
it's a boring life,
that i'll need to adapt in future.
but im glad at least now,
i have 2 other girls to crap with me.

time for a good sleep.
nights!

2010-06-09T22:03:00.002+08:00

im seriously oh-so-god-damn-dead.
it's already the end of 9th.
and i've yet to start on the report.
due date: 14th.
no. of words: between 2,300-3,000

it's omg alot!
the last time i wrote sucha long report,
other than the periodic report,
which is 600-800 words.
was decades ago.

LOL!!!
eheh! exaggerating only.

i wrote a 1k essay,

but it was way back when im pri 6,
yes do your math.
im not gonna count long ago,
it means im getting old.

yada yada!
anyway, i need a pair of running shoes.
very badly!!!
my ss2g is not suitable.
yup, i know it's meant to be a bball shoes.
i started to blister after awhile.
=(=(=(

ok. i think im yakking way too much.
wasting my time here only.
but the thing is i still do not have the mood,
to start with the report.
why does this always happen?
roar!

i shall get going,
to get my inspiration pen-ed down,
for my report.
for at least i gave it a start,
and edit it after.
ciaos.

2010-06-07T00:39:00.002+08:00

cools beans!!!
i've finally found the difference,
for the amount!
damn the 0.2cents. LOL!!!
at least i took less than 10mins,
to realise the mistake.
im glad about it.

anyway,
good news for myself today.
the loots online's,
finally delivered!
happy spells all.
it turned out to be fitting,
except for one, which is slightly bigger.

nvm,
i can make do with the padding,
im using for another heels,
which i bought last time online too,
that turned out a little big too.
lol! yup. that's the cons of,
online shopping.

and yup,
i practically wasted,
my entire evening,
waiting for the loots,
cos they said it'll be delivered to me today.
so i just literately wasted,
like an idiot.
fyi, i dont like to wait.

and yup,
yesterday was an uber bad day for me,
minus the cool beans friends,
who made it better.
war broke out again,
between me and my mum.
she's really driving me nuts!!
roar!

apart from that,
i'll love to have a luge ride again,
cool and fun!
especially with the friends, yo.
an escapade to a small island would,
definately make it perfect.

but when on earth will i have the chance,
when my mum's a remote control.
i ought to fight for my freedom,
it's time to let myself decide,
on what i want.
even if's my/mum's wrong decision,
im still the one held responsible.
so, what's the difference?

and when will i get to,
learn to be an independent individual,
when everything i do have controlled,
restricted?
sometimes there's no freedom of speech,
at all.
when i do, i'll be named as talking back.
so what's all this shit about.

apart from that,
i just realise my interim report,
of 3000 words? is due next monday.
omg! i havent started a word!!
this week's gonna be a packed week,
hoping there's not a need to ot.

leaving some time for a good run,
to prepare for sunday.
the 'omg-will-i-survive-through-the-run',
and time for my report.
sat's somehow or rather planned,
with programmes already.
thumbs up, yo!

2010-06-02T00:44:00.003+08:00

hey yo!
i think im turning nuts soon!
lol! totally in sufficient sleep,
these days.
cant get to sleep now.

anyway,
been in milk diet recently.
not that i want,
but i've no time to have a proper dinner.
or rather even if i have the time,
it's propably too late.

thus,
the decision of the milk diet.
1 cup is enough to fill the stomach.
if you know me really well,
i actually dont take milk.

other than ical,
which is extinct.
and the addiction started,
not very long ago,
due to bro's influence.

MEIJI'S STRAWBERRY MILK,
FTW!!!!

he's into banana milk now,
i tried just now.
but it just tasted weird.
it's the taste that lingers,
that makes it weird.
otherwise it should be ok?

anyway,
i cant wait for a 5.30pm,
off work timing tmr.
11pm last night is tortorous already.
and what's 9pm considered for today?

wanted to cab home today as well,
but there was no cab in sight,
or rather most were hired,
if not on call.
thus, i decided to train back.

and did my work on the way back.
cos the amount didnt tally.
it's definately more productive,
as compared as when im at the office.

yada yada.
enough of work.
tmr's gonna be a gathering,
with the bunch of ladies.
kushin-bo is the plan told.

slurps!
good food, yo!
big pocket hole burnt too, yo!
pay's not here, ot allowance not here.
cab fares not claimed.
LOL! cant wait for my bank a/c to be fed.

then the happiness level increases!
=)=)=)
it's 1am,
time to sleep.
5.30h left to sleep.
saynobyebye to the panda eyes.

nights!

2010-05-31T00:25:00.003+08:00

am having a hard time,
trying to make myself feel sleepy,
and get to sleep asap.
had way too long a sleeping time,
last night.

i slept for freaking 13h,
and now i cant myself to sleep.
this feeling is shit! omg!!!
to make it worst,
i've lotsa things in my mind.

argh!
what a night.
i literally rot for 2 full days,
and now i have this shit right now.
omgomgomg!!!

shall make sure i snuggle,
under my blanket before 1am.
i need to make this happen.
and how fast the weekends are gone.

it's mon again tmr.
a day i dont look forward to.
at least im glad i organised,
my thoughts for my work.
now im clearer of what to do,
when i reach the office tmr.

imma tad worried though,
really hope things turn out fine.
i dont wish to pull a long face tmr.
which is possible,
whenever im stressed and rushing for time.
i dont wanna feel breathless.

anyway,
should i join the mt faber run,
with the guys?
i cant make up my mind.
it's a 10km run.
if i join, i'll need to start training tmr.

yes tmr,
or else it's gonna be a hell run,
for me on the actual day.
and i foresee slopes.
now you get what i mean?

my decisive level is not there yet,
i always need to consult,
before i give an answer.
it's time to count on myself,
and follow my heart.

ok! i shall continue,
enjoying the songs playing on 98.7 & 91.3.
and mad love!
91.3 is playing graduation right now,
when i just changed to tune in to them.

shall dedicate this song,
to all my friends who i've met,
especially to the friends,
from the secondary school.
those days are unforgettable.
im missing them now.

2010-05-29T23:11:00.005+08:00

it feels likka sunday today.
woke up superb early, unknowingly.
to be true, it's only a 5h of sleep.
dropped the idea of heading back,
to the office.

i was afraid that it's gonna be a wasted trip.
i think i was way too enxious,
about the impossible to finish on time,
pile of work.
i jumped up way before my alarm clock.

with the usual 3 friends.
K's got work the next day,
otherwise she'd joined us.
i like this movie,
i think imma into action movies recently.

as compared to shrek,
while bro and i didnt think it was nice.
im not sure if it's because of the seats or what.
it just isnt really nice, to us.
LOL!!!

yada yada.
i finally manage to get myself my pair of,
black heels like finally!!!
after hunting it for the longest time.
i found it at schu,
with a 70% off.

it was kinda unbelievable,
and i approached the sales assistant.
a pair of $60 was discounted to $18.
it's seriously dirt cheap, yo!!!
i was god damn over the moon.

K, XP and R would have seen,
my expression of it being so,
unbelievable.
i guessed they were shock too.
and im glad im lucky for all this sales.

like what XP says,
im always lucky.
i've got no idea too.
they disturb me by saying imma cheapo.
roar! i know im just pure lucky.
=)=)=)

FEP for more shopping.
nothing much to see.
pretty much things are similar now,
everywhere.
i hope my dear K's happier now.

back to kovan to meet up with,
our dear S.
it seems likka routine to meet them,
almost every weekend.
and im more updated with movies,
or let's say i've watched most of the movies?

geylang for the yummy dinner.
S ordered imba lotsa food.
frog porridge, oyster egg, stingray, sotongs.
can feel the hungry him,
after his outfield.
LOL!!!

this post is superb messy.
im gonna end abruptly here.
cos i've got no idea what im doing.
i shall leave it as it is. =X
ciaos!

2010-05-27T01:01:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! im seriously in deep shit!!!
it's 1am now,
and i've get to sleep.
6.30's the lastest i can get myself out of bed.
how am i gonna do so?

tmr's gonna be seriously busy.
too much things for me to clear.
new things to learn too.
otherwise,
im gonna be dead. OMG!!!

anyway,
headed to the hk cafe at ecp.
i'd love the environment,
if i was nearer to the stage.
cos they've got live performance.

i decided to request for 2 songs,
and they are better man and fall for you.
didnt know why i wanted the 2 songs though.
LOL!!!!
anyway, i was right to request for the 2 songs.

cos im kinda sure that he'll know how to sing them.
his accent gave him away.
an eng person more?
anyway, i only realised that,
he joined this year's singapore idol.

didnt know it was him,
like seriously.
so he really sang fall for you great.
but i thought the one he sang during his comp,
was better.
feelings were in. nice!!!

ok. im kinda crazy now.
i reminisce the past, omg!!!
ahha! there comes the mixed emotions, again.
but who cares seriously.
i think i ought to have,
become a little more mature.

i know it's not my say.
but i realise a little change in my behaviour,
towards certain things.
i may look/sound really kiddy at times,
still i have my serious side.
=)=)=)

anyway,
it's gonna be a long weekend this week.
im seriously happy, and not.
i think im not selected to be the volunteer,
for the adidas sundown this coming sat.

and i planned not to work this weekend,
omg! what can i do this weekend?
i need to make some plans.
im sure im not gonna rot my days away.
it's gonna be so boring.

what should i do?
should i start on some stuff,
that i plan to.
i hope it'll go well though.
cross fingers!!!
hope im not too late for it.

did i mention,
i realise i've become a secret keeper?
im knowing way too much things.
LOL ttm!!!
i like the way it is.
you may say imma busybody,
but im told willingly, fyi.

it feels good this way,
cos i feel trusted by the people.
i like to be the first to be updated,
who doesnt, tell me.
i guess it's time to drag myself to bed.

yawns, not.
my eyes are tired.
argh! im dreading the fact that it's thursday now.
the fact that i've to go to work,
and be really busy.
=(=(=(
nights people.

2010-05-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

omg!
how time flies.
there goes my weekend.
sat's a day at work and a night,
at 313 and cine for a chillax session,
with the itemates.

cool ah huh.
glad that we're still in contact.
and the bad habit never goes.
seriously!
ahhahaha!!!

sun's a super rotting day for me.
i woke up at 11 automatically.
i think the weather's kinda irritating.
it rains on weekdays,
and it's super sunny on weekends.
it would be better if it's the other way round..

anyway!!!
imma happy that i've got new songs,
into my mp3.
and fyi, there's not enough memory,
for the storage.
super sad case.
1gb all used up. =(=(=(

and what's next,
im stuck with decisions again.
i cant seem to get myself,
involved in something i want for sometime.
roar! i need to be determined and committed.

ok. so monday's like now?
work in a few hours.
gonna be busy.
it's the month end again,
and closing for this month is early,
cos it's the year end as well.
omgomgomg!!!!

and i'll only get to have a desktop to myself,
for let's say 2 days this week?
it happens only when my colleagues,
are on leave.
everything is so reliant on technology now.

sometimes it a love hate kinda thing.
and now i hate it,
cos i cant do my work,
without the desktop.
life's miserable. LOL!!!

ok. coming friday's a public holiday.
super looking forward.
cos it's gonna be a long weekend, yo!
and im so gonna meet one of my friends,
to wild honey.
i've been wanting to try it so badly.

i guess,
it's due to my craving for mac's breakfast.
which my bro didnt want for our sun's brunch.
so i dropped the idea,
cos it's gonna be a $10 brunch for myself.
OMG! lol.
im skimping recently.

i spend about half my allowance on weekdays.
and weekends gonna be from my pay.
i need to have self control.
anyway, i think my loots online's,
coming this weekend otherwise next?

cos it's gonna be the 2nd week,
this coming weekend.
excited lots! and i'll see $$$ rolling back,
into my a/c.
everytime i see the no. increasing,
i'll be increadible happy.

but still,
my plan of saving didnt work out.
let's say,
i only manage to save half of what i earn?
too little! argh!!!
how am i gonna get things done with so funds?

needa buck up.
spend on necessary stuff only.
eat cheaper food.
no more expensive meals on weekdays.
and guess what? GSS is coming!!!

roar! super tempted to get those steals!
i shall start practicing self control,
from tmr onwards.
dinner shall be home everynight.
maybe except 1 day for this week.
wild honey! wild honey! omg!!!

enough of the high and lows.
it's time to sleep!!!
time for sharing session!

2010-05-18T22:06:00.003+08:00

the actually world war III started!
after so long,
things are settled yet.
it never ends.

and i thought it's totally,
a wrong time to gather everyone today.
who wants to have their birthday,
ruined just like that.
what's more is there're 2 and not 1.

and that's my super irritating bro,
who i dote alot,
but he's a kuku to take advantage,
of me whenever he has the chance.
my wallet never fails to come home empty,
whenever im out with him.

the other one would be my mum definately.
age is gonna be exposed not.
hope she gets a little more open-minded.
i need to make her one.
otherwise i'll suffer even badly.

and my bro will thank me,
for goodness sake,
if i ever succeed.
wahaha!!!
ok. spouting nonsense again.

whatever shit,
i hate it when shit happens.
sometimes,
i seriously wish i'll never grow up.
live life likka kid.
troublefree, stressfree.

it's impossible.
i needa wake up now.
off to hide in my little cosy corner,
plugged in and be in deep thoughts again.
it's the time of my own.

bye.

2010-05-03T23:13:00.005+08:00

yeahness to monday blues.
it never fails to happen.
i was quiet at work today.

all i did,
was trying hard to finish,
my stuff on hand.
yes! it's the month end closing,
yet again.

anyway,
got a happy email from the HR department.
the interns are given,
paid leave in lieu, yo!
how exciting.

gonna make good use of it of course.
taking it makes no difference,
cos i'll still be paid.
=)=)=)

on a side note,
my red loafers from
hautespree-blogspot.com
has finally arrived!!!
and will be meeting the seller on sun,
to collect it.

excited much,
seriously!!!
i cant help but to be happy.
i like the way good things happen,
one after another,
even though my luck hasnt been good this year.

oh ya!
did i mention,
another loafers caught my eye.
OMG!!! it's seriously cute ttm.
i've got no idea,
what's with me and loafers now.

and yes!
let me show you,
how it looks like.

aww!!! so sweet and simple.
agree with me, yes! =)=)=)
i'm gonna make you mine, baby!
hope i manage to find it.

maybe a trip down to rockstar,
will make me go WOW again.
they have really nice stuff,
nice price too.
you know,
you'll always needa pay a good price,
for good stuff.

hehe!
ok. im spouting nonsense again.
feeling excited for god-knows-what-reason.
im spending money, yet im happy.

anyway,
gonna end this post,
with a happy-me-face,
in case you forgot how i look.

oh ya!
and i think i look really happy,
with the elmo, yo!
nights!
=)=)=)

2010-05-02T23:04:00.005+08:00

shiok!

just got my eyes masked.

i feel a little better,

after pampering them.

after being awake for 24h,

without a wink at all.

im glad i survived,

but quite badly.

cos i was high at first and cranky after,

grandma's masks from korea,

is really up for good use now.

otherwise,

i'll feel the heavy them like this morning.

and i've made the effort to mask on alternate days.

a good and bad indulgence.

i get my skin pampered,

but my pocket burnt,

soon i mean. =)=)

anyway, i'm in ♥ the multiple eyelids!

and elmo is my new ♥ now too.

elmo's way to cute,

for me to resist right now.

thanks XP,

i've got no idea why she's so random,

and asked SY to catch it for me.

thanks for the sweet nothings.

♥ many! =)=)=)

im turning in soon.

weekend's short,

and here comes the monday blues tmr.

i shall try to stay calm.

the weather is killing me.

more honey drink,

for the throat,

to prevent sorethroat.

choose polleney!

=)=)=)

nights!

2010-05-01T02:38:00.003+08:00

ahha! blogging at this hour is superb!
finally i had the feel.
blogger's sucha spoiler.
i had the mood at 11+,
but there was some error.
kuku or what?

anyway,
last week's seriously an enjoyable week,
minus the parts where i have to dine out.
cos grandma's in korea.
enjoy only! without me.
im so gonna have plan for a short escape.
anyone's in for it?

had good food on alternate days, yo!
tues with the classmates,
to celebrate for the april babies.
celebrations are like the best!
i like it that much.
=)=)=)

wed was a hearty porridge dinner,
prepared by mum and I.
for a first timer, i thought i did quite well,
without grandma's guidance,
cos she's away in korea.

thurs was an awesome,
threesome meetup.
yes! the K and the XP met up.
like finally,
suprises are sweet seriously.
thanks K many, I ♥ you many!!!
=)=)=)

friday was threesome thai dinner,
together with my bro and xp.
the meal was considered cheap,
but it's not up to standard though.
i still prefer thaiexpress.
i shall hunt for good thai food soon.

sat was a crazy dinner out.
pathetic 3 headed to dempsey aimlessly,
for dinner.
settled at some jap restaurant,
without looking at the menu beforehand.
and our bill turned out to be $200+ i think.

picked another pathetic up,
and headed for some movie.
i find it funny when we watch the movie,
when we know nuts about it.
LOL ttm!!! suppered after and homed.
anyway, thanks the happy 3 friends for the treat.

like, im still not used to it.
people paying for me.
like, i think going on dutch is a fair decision.
you get what i mean?
anyway, i enjoy their company much,
cos of all the bullshit they crap.
oppsy!!! =)

anyway, im currently searching for,
stupid pictures of me.
lolol!! i guess the coming up post,
will be filled with pictures, yo!!!
like seriously,
i miss my cam much!
=(=(=(

2010-04-26T22:27:00.003+08:00

currently instilled with,
losta thoughts in me.
and what exactly im thinking,
i've got no idea.

with the sound tracks playing,
the teeny weeny bit,
of the thoughts that are running.
life's like that.

sometimes i just want,
to have a little time of my own,
staying in my little crib.
doing nothing else,
but in deep thoughts.

i ought to start thinking about,
my future now.
it's time to plan what i want,
to achieve in life.
it's already the last year in poly.

2010-04-13T23:02:00.005+08:00

just to realise that i havent blog for so long,
it's been a week already. LOL!!

last week was kinda crazy,
with the fact that i OT-ed everyday,
till 7.30.
feeling quite shiok but tired at the same time.

im glad i managed to,
clear at least half of my work.
and i've got partners to OT with me, yo!
how cool how cool!

that's about the weekdays i guess,
cant really remember.
you know,
my memory's getting worst.
yes! worst than the goldfish's 3 sec memory.

i think i met XP one of the days,
for some last minute dinner.
wed or thurs i think?
finally satisfied my craving for some thai food.
♥ pad thai & the steamed tapioca!
slurps slurps!!!

friday was a dinner meet up,
with the kids at newton circus.
surprisely, out of 9 of us,
only 2 went there before.
good try F! LOL!!!!

sat was the best day ever,
though it started being unlucky.
i slipped while alighting from the bus.
roar!

and there my skin goes,
with a tinge of pain at the ankle.
not sprained, but a blueblack.
im prone to blueblack & insect bites,
i dont understand why!!!

met M on the train to cityhall,
and met the rest of the unknowns,
who are known now.
NICE people, yo!!

had fun during the said to be voluntary work,
cos we're paid and given goody bags. =)
likka nice only right!
but seriously,
our team was damn friendly.

and yup.
my job scope was to open the can drinks,
pour it into the mini cups,
for the runners.
fastest can openers first.
some got their fingers blistered,
while i got my finger nails chipped off.

anyway,
i enjoyed myself loads.
i didnt regret joining seriously.
so much fun, so much fun!!!
thanks M for getting us to join!
=)=)=)

♥ the adidas goody bag, yo!!
♥♥♥!!!! =)=)=)
cant help,
but feel happy and contented,
even though i was tired after the event.

was about to have a lonely dinner,
till i called S to ask,
if i could join him and the rest for dinner.
yeah! i've got people to have dinner with me!!

so i went home straight to wash up,
and prepare for them to pick me up,
from my place.
hunted for sunset grill,
where none of us went before.

got suan-ed, even when im trying to see,
the directions.
but yeah, finally we got there,
after all the turnings.
the place was already closed,
but still packed.

their last order was at 9pm,
that day.
and we reached at like 9+?
gonna head down again when they all book out.

wahahaha!!!
i cant wait to see them get spiced,
by the buffalo wings.
they're planning for level 5.
let's see how they die.

headed to amk,
for the some crab feast.
they brought me to the one i never went before.
it's the brother of the one i went.

but i like the brother's one better,
with the lick-dry-your-bowl feeling.
it's that tasty!
cos they boiled the soup base with the crab egg.
omg! slurps ttm!
shall go there someday soon.

amk for clash of the titans next.
the movie was soso.
a little draggy but i like the exciting parts,
and scenes were so similar to lighting thief.
like medusa's scene you know?

S totally forget that W,
wants to get some stuff from MUSTAFA!!!
the goddess 24h shopping place. LOL!!!
so he sent J home,
and W finally mentioned that,
he wants to go there.

he showed us the toothbrush that the people,
use in india,
yes, he just came back from there.
Bangalah chua. LOL ttm!!!
the toothbrush looks likka branch,
with various taste like lime?
and it cost $1.40.

maybe,
one day i should get it.
and try for the sake of curiousity.
it wont kills i guess.
and who knows,
my teeth will be as white as theirs.

and that means,
i can save on the,
suppossedly whitening plan.
you know it's damn expensive!!!!

and hallelujah,
i reach home at 4+ 5?
feeling tired,
but at least im happy,
cos it's not a boring saturday no more.

sunday was kinda rush.
woke up at 11am,
rushed over to bugis to pray.
then lesson at 2.30 and 7.30.

met K to get my stuff and chatted for awhile.
kovan to meet XP for dinner.
cos i didnt wanna go home.
who know's i'll end up having a nap.
and the day ended just like that.
i was dead beat by then.

mon was a day i've been looking forward.
took halfday,
but im sad to say.
i failed, yet again.
why does things always cock up,
during the most crucial time?

i shouldnt have been so nervous,
roar!! otherwise,
everything should have gone fine.
the story concludes with my inability.
i need to start learning to take things easy.
im told that im giving myself too much pressure.

anyway, what's life
when everything turns out fine,
without any downs and only the up sides?
life's gonna be damn miserable,
when the down side finally comes,
cos it would be hard to cope with.

anyhow,
im gonna turn in like now?
my nose is calling me in for a good sleep.
it's giving me symptoms of it dripping.

and ya!
im in ♥ with this pair of loafers!!!
gonna ask my bro to sponser me!
yeah! cos he's 1k+ richer now. shiok or what?
c'mon! tell me it's cute, yo! =)=)=)

imma nice girl,
and in pretty good mood today,
minus yesterday's setback.
shall share a song that i've been listening to.
there you go!

2010-04-06T22:36:00.005+08:00

im kinda tired now.
left the office at 8pm today.
like the lastest i've ever gone.
today's crazy!

i guess everything's come to an end,
hopefully.
and i'll have to get use to this,
once in every month kinda procedure.
LOL!!!

anyway, have been feeling happy,
apart from stress at work. =X
the past 2days been great,
i would say.

SATURDAY!!!!!
was a holy day.
LOL! woke up at 10.30am,
just to complete my report.
cos i was desperate for some retail therapy.

yes! i couldnt wait to see,
my love-at-first-sight bag.
cos i gave meeting V a miss on the good friday.
you should know why if you read that particular post.

so i was kinda restless,
staying home even after i've submitted the work,
and had to wait for phonecalls.
i dont like!
i dont like to wait, fyi! =X

anyway,
i finally got my bag!
super duper uber happy!
know one will understand.
wahaha!!!
cos i've been searching for it for months!

and finally it appeared,
and thanks to V for shopping,
and loving one of the bags from the stall.
and also helped me got 20%.
actually not help.

cos she herself got the same bag,
as me.
the only difference is,
hers is black and mine is white.
lovelove much!
you'll know why i love it so much,
when you see it. =)

yupyup.
then later on,
we as in V, R and K(R's friend) and I,
headed to simlim to wait for kuku HK.
then we headed down for dinner at iluma.

and next was the long awaiting fish spa,
to treat my look-alike snake foot.
paid for 30mins,
but we continued for another 30mins.
and wasnt charged! =X lol!
yes! $12 for 30mins free 30mins.
wahaha!!!

the guys started prawning.
but with 1 rod only.
cos it was 12.30?
and we didnt want to go home too late.
and that sums up the happy day.

SUNDAY!!!!
another good good day.
i cant believe it seriously.
had my lesson and made my way to meet XP.
and utra last minute meetup.

lucky she's free.
anyway, she was slightly late.
but at least she doesnt need to wait for me,
cos i went for a haircut,
which took me 30-45mins?

hooray to dope hair, not.
LOL! not dope at all.
just a slight difference.
i looked weird actually.
cos i was too lady when they did my hair.

so now,
i can choose to have bangs,
and not at the same time.
cos in fact, i cut my fringe for side part.
but it was at least short enough,
not to cover my eyes for a bangs look.

roamed around bugis village,
while waiting for arrival.
and before she even arrived,
i've already eyed on like 3 items?
cute, cheap, pretty.

done with shopping,
and hopped over to lailai,
for a taiwan dinner.
like forever,
we shared a set with additional side dish,
and bubble tea.

it was 10 odd i guess,
but still i insisted on visiting the arcade.
had 3 different games.
bball, which is a must!
japanese drum and the rockband drums.

i think im addicted to the rockband drums,
cos of the experience of wii.
roar! that also means,
i'll spend even more money,
in the arcade in future. OMG!!!
and the day ended being high and tired. LOL!!!

and ya!!!
i was damn happy,
when i checked my mail when i got home.
my wallet's back in the supplier's hand,
no idea why.
hope it wont be lost this time. PLS!!!!
and the day ended happily. =)=)=)

YESTERDAY!!!!
was an enjoyable day!
supposed to meet madness for dinner at 7,
but i reached at 7.45 instead.
cos i stayed in the office for another hour,
to finish my work.

kinda love my hair that day.
cos i let it bangs,
and tied my hair.
likka nice,
but a little irritating fringe.

A is as usual so kuku.
but i still hearts her,
cos she's like the craziest person,
who will go crazy with me.
and im glad to see her,
cos she's a busybee.

didnt really catch up,
i dont know why.
i guess everyone's hungry,
and engrossed with our own food.
soon after,
we went seperate ways.

like seriously,
happy moments always pass so fast.
on a random note,
i miss GAB!!! roar!!!
it's been so long since we met.
knsknskns!!!!

ok. im spouting nonsense now.
time to sleep,
before i enter the battlefield tmr.
nights people!

have a good laugh at my bangs,
super cui face!!!
my eyebags says it all!!!

and now,
i still think bangs with tied hair,
looks better!
=)=)=)

2010-04-05T00:54:00.003+08:00

imma happy today!!!

so many things to be happy about,

but my tummyache doesnt allow me,

to share today.

im turning in now.

shall share the joy tmr.

L.O's coming tmr.

what's gonna happen?

nights peeps!

=)=)=)

2010-04-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

today's kinda nothing to do day.
woke up at 2pm today.
the sleep was not awesome at all.
cos i remember me crying,
in some dreams, not!
nightmare instead.

and i cant remember,
anything about the nightmare.
it's so scary!!!
roar!!!!
cos im afraid it'll turn into reality.

anyway,
my friend's right.
i didnt have the mood to do my report today.
only 50/800 words so far?
it's so far away from the criteria.
roar!!!!

so the day was just for me to slack,
then headed to the aberdeen,
if you remember,
it's the place i held my party at last year.
uncle's house warming.

i would say it's tad boring.
as usual,
me and my bro will go into deep conversation.
and seriously,
he's like my bestfriend ever.
=)=)=)

anyway,
there goes the extra rest day.
tmr's sat and soon mon will come.
plans for tmr are not sure with who yet.
maybe i'll end up alone.

but hopes someone's gonna be free,
to acc me maybe.
LOL!!!
haircut tmr for sure i guess.
then cine to hunt for the straw bag,
that i aimed since last year.

and the pushcart disappeared from then.
i feel like going for fish spa.
totally the right time.
cos my foot is peeling BADLY!
but no pain at all.

i guess im half a snake,
not eat snake ok.
cos the other time my fingers were peeling,
very badly.
and it hurts damn lots too.
i've got weird skin.

lucky my face,
doesnt peel as and when,
like my fingers and my foot.
otherwise i'll look,
so freaky!!! roar!!!

10am for morning call tmr.
and i shall rush my report,
and enjoy for the rest of the day.
lovesloves!
nights!
=)=)=)

2010-04-02T03:24:00.002+08:00

ahha!!! blogging at such an earthly hour.
got back home an hour ago,
after how to train your dragon.
nice show! i like!!!

toothless is way too cute!
and i like the graphics.
it's superb detailed,
i guess cos it has the 3d one,
that's why the 2d one is good as well.

lotsa story telling,
with V, R and HK.
i like to listen to stories.
and maybe give some useful comments.
it's a way of understanding the opp sex as well.

like seriously,
im still learning to,
understand more about what guys,
are thinking.
cos it seems complicating at times.

so, tonight's meet up was,
super last minute.
OT-ed till 7 today?
but i time out at 6.30 instead.
LOLOLOL!!!
more meet ups with the cliques pls! =)=)=)

sat was an awesome day too.
kushinbo-ed with V, K and WK,
after 9pm which was the last hour promotion.
i swear we were damn,
kiasu ttm!!!

the table for 4 was packed with plates,
and plates of food.
good food but too many,
turns you off.
the sashimi & crabs were awesome!
slurps slurps!!!

kidnapper-ed with additional 2 persons,
who are R and HK.
i thought the movies quite nice.
but V didnt like it,
except some touching parts.
u guess i prefer life stories.
=)=)=)

anyway,
tmr's a P.H.!!!
damn happy!!!
i plan to finish my report by tmr,
which i've yet to start.
and datelines on the 5th!!!

and so,
i can enjoy my weekend!
=)=)=)
and yup! i think im gonna,
head down to cine to get an awesome,
basket bag LOL!!!

the one that i wanted to get,
when i first saw it at bishan,
then the pushcart was gone.
and K didnt see it in bkk.
so no bag.
and not V saw and bought another design,
from cine and i'll be able to get 20% discount.

shiok or what?!?
im happy!!!!
cos i've got my first pay for attachment!
=)=)=)
but im still sad about the wallet,
which is confirmed to be a lost parcel.

should i still order from them?
but make it a registered mail instead?
or should i drop the idea?
cos i've got other things i wanna get,
from the same website as well.

and another happy thing is,
my chiffon dress is finally here!
i think they're really fast,
and trustable.
unlike you know which website.
BC's dress is really of good quality!
and sucha good price.

hehe.
nice!! shall see if there's anything,
i wanna get from them still.
ahhaha!!!
time to prepare to sleep.
time check, 3.40am.

nightsnights!
=)=)=)

2010-03-30T21:36:00.003+08:00

i guess,
im gonna look sterned,
or frownfaced,
for the rest of this week.

too many datelines!!!
im beginning,
to hope that i'll not be,
in the current industry now.

OMG!!!!
what's for my future???
roar!!!
i need my brains to work.

2010-03-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

this week's been a no OT week,
except today and,
as compared to last week,
where i OT-ed 4/5 days.
call me the workaholic.

every since attachment,
i've been super looking forward to friday.
and that explains my T.G.I.F often.
ahhaha!!!

OT-ed for an hour today,
to finish up some of the stuff.
cos im meet A and the rest to celebrate her 21st,
in advance.
how cool it is! i like! =)

settled down at changing appetites,
with me having the problem,
like forever,
on what to have for dinner.
i need to learn to be a little more decisive.

anyway,
caught up pretty much,
with how we're going so far,
and yada yada.
our corner was likka mini market. =X

i had honey bbq baby racks,
which wasnt baby at all!!!!
it's superb big!!!
and i had a hard time cutting them.
thanks A for helping me with the cutting!!

lovelove!!! LOL!!!
anyway,
hope you enjoyed!
didnt enjoy also must say enjoy!!
=X WAHAHA!!! just joking.

had the cake prank as usual,
i seriously havent kick off that habit,
of sabo-ing.
let's see when i'll stop my nonsense.
i bet my friends will be damn happy about it!

so A's face was stained with the cream,
when she attempted to retrieve,
the candle holders from the cake.
ahhaha!!!
lucky she was sporting!!! i like much!!!

cleaned up at the washroom,
and soon some left home.
while the rest of us decided to,
stay a little longer to chat.

we roamed around,
getting nowhere and we ended up,
by the riverside,
of the espanade.

i stood up,
chatting with them,
while enjoying the night scenary.
i realise how much,
i miss the night view!!!

i so wanna star gaze soon!!!
and i hope attachment ends faster,
so i can have a short getaway,
maybe to thailand?
i need some time to enjoy.

cos life's kinda mundane now,
with the fact that i head straight home,
almost everyday,
unless im being dated or the other way round.

gonna turn in now.
it's sat tmr!
and im so lovin' it!!!
cos i've plans already!!
shioks!!!

nights!!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

shioks!!!
just back not long,
from a foot & shoulder massage,
at chinatown.

$20 for 45mins,
fully sponsored by dad!
=)=)=)
feel so pampered!
hehe.

anyway,
the sudden massage didnt come just like that,
cos i've been complaining that,
my shoulder and neck have been aching.

and i asked dad to help,
me massage at night. =X
LOL!!! cos he's damn powerful!
even a small blue black rubber by him,
will turn me upside down.

that is how bad,
but i needed it,
cos i wanted it to recover faster.
afterall the massage was quite good.

but still i prefer full body massage,
though i dont feel much pain on the foot,
as compared to the shoulders,
where i had immediate face cramps.

maybe i should indulge in such therapy,
once a month.
just to pamper myself.
and now i foresee i'll be spending,
my money like how my dearest cousin does.

=X=X=X
but of course,
not as much as her.
cos i've yet to get mesmerised by the branded stuff.

anyway,
tmr's gonna be a day im looking forward to.
meeting up my poly mates,
and what's more,
IT'S A FRIDAY!!!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

pratically enjoyed myself today.

with the fact that,

the sweet K suprised me,

by coming to fetch me after work.

but the sad thing is,

she got lost halfway through,

so i ended up picking her up from,

where she got lost instead.

LOL ttm!!!

we finally met up again,

after so long.

2 weeks? LOL!!!

i think it's long, but maybe not to you.

anyway,

we headed over to town,

to have a good time shopping,

met up with XP then suki sushi-ed.

and then brought K over to OC's heaven's loft,

for b&j!!! =)=)=)

sad thing is,

they closed
the area outside,

which would have given us a nicer night view,

and could have ended the day,

PERFECTLY!!!!

nvm,

i shall head there again next time.

to try their main courses!

or maybe their desserts!

ahhahaahah!!!!

so the day ended,

with me looking super tired.

and the happy thing is that,

i got a cheap and cute $10 top,

which i did see the $10 in the first place.

and another $15 top with comfortable sleeves.

the shops love me!!!

i know i know!!!

cos im always having such good buys.

next time join me for shopping,

and try your luck! =)

2010-03-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

for the past few days,
the earlier day,
is always standard.

with a little twist in then night,
with dinner with V at ishi mura.
new found love there!!!

it's the salmon garlic rice,
which is similar to pepper lunch's,
but somehow it taste better,
in a way or another.

i like short meetups like that,
no i should say the random ones.
cos it's always kinda last minute.

yadayada,
so we had losta fun & laughter,
while dining.
i like i like!!!!
and then home after.

this sat's another family day.
jumbo-ed with the family,
sumptous meal with an appropriate serving.

i think my bro,
should think that he's damn lucky,
to have a sis like me.
LOL!!!! self-praise! =X

but seriously,
which sis would help their bro,
peel the crabs for them?
let him have all the good stuff??

yadayada,
suntec after and got myself a top,
orangey pink sleeveless top from sense,
at 50% which means $22?
good buy again.

i cant help,
but say im always,
oh so lucky for this kinda stuff.
like seriously!!!

anyway,
dad sent me to miss clarity cafe,
to meet up with the guys.
LOLOL ttm!!!
S's is super dark now and his hair is really funny!!!

and ya!!!
he slimmed down quite alot!!!
shiok ah!!!
i should go army too.
=X wahahhaa!!!!

wanted to catch a movie,
but there was only the first row left,
then wanted another movie,
but too late or what i cant remember.

bball-ed at the arcade,
super not on form,
my hands ached way too fast,
the 3rd stage and im out already.

katong-ed for hong kond cafe.
super duper exaggerating supper.
cos there's way too much food ordered,
for the 5 of us.

there wasnt even enough place,
to put the food,
on the 2 tables we were sitting on,
had to stack some dim sum tray.

and ya!!!
we ordered half a duck at the earthy time,
which is 2+ i think?
damn imba!!!
gotta thanks S for the treat.
=)=)=)

went bugis to pray with the parents,
as well as getting my heels repaired.
sometimes i dont understand,
why my shoes spoil so fast.

like,
i dont drag my feet,
and why does it spoil so fast?

anyway,
sometimes i feel that im super mean,
but i dont care.
cos sometimes some people,
doesnt deserve my kindness.

oh. whatever!!!
hmm. sometimes,
i hope my mum understands me a little more.
she talks when she's not required to,
and ignores when i ask her a question.

it's like,
damn irritating,
if you understand or feel,
what i mean.

roar!
anyway,
i feeling tired still,
even after an afternoon nap.
supposed to pack my stuff,
but didnt.

needa get my butts,
off the bed soon.
there are clothes waiting for me to iron,
attire for tmr,
not decided yet.

ciaos!!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

the dumbest thing i did,
was to forget to bring my phone.

and the next stupid thing i thought was,
there would be a handful of people,
looking for me.

but sadly to say,
i only had one miss call.
none from the family of course.

cos they were informed.
my friends?
ahah!!! wait long long.
no one called me to ask me to lunch together.

tired of taking the initiative,
i shant depend on them anymore.
this is bullshit.
lunch in could be wise choice too.

or maybe lunching with,
the weirdo,
who i got to know a little more today.
not that weird actually.

anyway,
for the past 2 days,
have been having super telepathy,
with grandma.

cos when i buy otah home,
she cooked otah,
when i buy chicken wings home,
she bought chicken wings.
and my dad complains.

LOL!!!
cos i'll ask him to eat,
as i bought all of their share.
see!!! i so nice!!!

to family is a sure thing,
but not to all my friends.
im bias,
and i can differentiate the greedy ones.
WAHAHAHA!!!!

andand,
i dont like people who wait for me,
to date them out only.
and they just sit and wait.
and ask stupid questions,
and not planning.
roarroarroar!!!

drop that issue,
roar!!!!
the purse i ordered online is still not here yet,
when they already sent the parcel,
few days back.

anyway,
i've emailed to enquire.
hope they just mailed later then they mentioned.
otherwise,
im gonna spend the same amount again,
maybe with registered mail and wait again.

yawns!!!!
fyi, TGIF!!!!
so happy!!!!
im gonna meet V tmr for dinner,
K's not free.

XP have to rush off,
i dont like!!!!!
drink and drink again,
when she complains about her health problems,
i dont understand.
and tired i saying all the shit to her.

i know u'll read this post,
but i dont care,
cos i'll still say this infront of ur face,
and maybe i've did already.
but u still hack care.

anyway,
shit those again.
gonna wear a top and skirt tmr.
WAHAHAHA!!!!

like finally,
cos for the past few days,
im in pants,
and it's super so not like me.
maybe i should hunt for night dresses soon.

gonna rest on my bed,
and turn in soon.
ciaos!!!

2010-03-17T21:36:00.003+08:00

have been heading home,
super excited to see my wallet,
that i've bought online.

but then it's been like 3 days?
or more?
and it's still not here yet.

OMG!!!!
please dont let me experience any lost parcel.
pretty pls!!!!!

anyway,
there's like 2 parcels in total,
that im awaiting to receive.
cant wait cant wait!!!

there's so many things i wanna do,
but i dont have the time.
how??????
tmr's thurs!!!

like so fast???
and i was telling my friends,
that yesterday was only tues.

gonna be busy this weekend.
work on sat,
also getting my cheque for last month,
shiok!!!!

i see more $$$ rolling into my bank a/c,
cos i seldom get to spend now,
other than weekends.

i see my bball session,
coming in soon.
what's more,
another feast this sat.

gonna dine at jumbo, yo.
it's a treat from grandma!
=)=)=)
yes! and it's family day.

sun's gonna a trip down to play,
and my lesson that,
i've made an appointment for.

yadayada.
i feel so homely.
and it's so heart warmingly,
to rush home for,
the homecooked food.

THANKS GRANDMA!!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

and i feel,
like sleeping right now.

it's time,
i should practice,
the habit of sleeping early.

and the most memorable thing,
i've learnt so far,
from the attachment.

yes!!!!
it's the art of using tissues,
to chop our seats.

damn cool!
and this is their culture,
there only,
i suppose.
=)=)=)

it's time to turn in!!!
before mum,
starts saying im lousy.

cos it's only,
the second week,
and i've been sleeping in the car,
while they have their breakfast.

nights!!!!
it's time for me,
to have a haircut!
=)=)=)

2010-03-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

ahha!
i cancelled my lesson at 8pm.
cos i've got too much work,
and decided to OT.

there's still a big stack,
on my desk.
alot to handle,
but im hard trying to cope.

this is life,
and i think i should slowly adapt to it.
cos this is life,
out in the workforce,
and im gonna be working for,
more than half of my life.

oh ya!!!
im glad that,
i ironed my clothes,
for the entire week last night.

this makes life much easier,
cos i would been damn lazy to do so,
when i reach home after work.
and now,
i can just see how i wanna mix and match.

cos they're all ready,
to been worn and shown.
no crumples or untidiness.
ahhahahaa!!!

sometimes i wish,
imma superwoman

2010-03-14T22:52:00.004+08:00

currently,
looking high and low,
for my bro.

he's not contactable,
dont know where he's gone,
or what's going on.

grandma's worried so am i.
cos he didnt sleep for a night,
due to cip.
and went for his db training straight.

maybe with 1-2h of sleep,
when he's back home,
this afternoon.
but it's not enough at all.
he never thinks for himself.
shakes head.

what's more is,
he injured his shoulder last night,
when his irritating,
and childish friend,
tried to pull his hands,
from the back.

argh!!!!
im seriously,
beginning to dislike,
childish people.

im childish at times,
but at least,
not to the extend,
that i'll hurt someone,
physically.

roarroarroar!!!!
where the hell is he????
cant reach him at all,
and not a single phonecall.
this is crazy.

damn afraid something,
happened to him.
but seriously hope,
he'll be safe home.

roarroarroar!!!

bryant poh!!!!

faster come home!!!!

2010-03-14T01:14:00.002+08:00

the dramamama ended that day,
and reconciled with that the day after.
still,
blood is thicker than water.

anyway,
i enjoyed my 12-13h of sleep.
shiok ttm!!!
i cant describe the feeling .

but then,
i woke up with aches all over.
is that the after effect,
of too much sleep?

anyway,
today's kinda a family day.
out with grandma, mum and dad.
had the awesome pepper crab at still road.
the place was full,
even when we reach at 6.10.

should bring my friends there in future,
but again,
there's a need to meet earlier,
if not a need to order the crabs,
before hand,
in case they're sold out.

yup!!!
im not exaggerating,
that's how good their business is.
and their pepper crab is their signature dish.
cos i taste really great and different.
cos they've add the black sauce in,
yumyum!!!

imma fan of black sauce,
and now i wonder if,
im tan even when i dont tan,
often anymore,
is the aftermath of too much black sauce?

ok. nonsense,
it makes no sense,
cos it's not scientifically proven,
at all.
i dont know.

parkway parade after,
to do some shopping for myself.
im glad i managed to get 4 tops,
2 tops of the same design,
but different colour.
adore the sleeves too much.

it looks kinda victorian.
anyway,
it's just too pretty for me to resist.
and the best thing,
im bound to wear it often,
even though it costs a little expensive.

cos it's like $50 for 1 pc.
but at least,
the material is of the better quality,
of course.
kinda worth it actually.
=X LOL!!!

and so,
it burnt $200 dollars from my pocket.
sadded!
but for 4 tops and a heels.
actually not bad ah.
can say good buy too?

roar!
im contradicting myself again.
anyway,
went suntec to meet V and the rest,
supper-ed,
and home we went.

the talks about the past,
will always be the topics,
that will never fail to be mentioned,
every single outing.
i guessed,
we really miss the past.

oh ya!!!
my wallet's finally coming!!!!
will receive in on mon or tues i think.
damn happy!!!!
and im considering,
if i should get one top online or not.
the sleeves, i like!!!

enough of being excited at this hour.
time to sleep soon.
and hope i wont have any weird dreams,
or nightmares.
cos i had 2 dreams last night.

one was a weird dream,
which is i reconciled with someone,
who doesnt understand me.
thinking about it.
it's no longer possible.

and the other was a nightmare.
i dreamt of earthquake,
and my relatives were all at my place.
i remembered me hugging grandma,
and protecting her from,
all the things.

damn drama!!!
and damn scary!!!!
i dont wanna have,
this kinda wish to come true.
totally not at all.

and grandma know that i had a nightmare,
last night,
when i told her this morning.
and she told me she tapped on me once,
and then went back to sleep.

was asking her why,
didnt she wake me up,
when she knew i had a nightmare,
cos i was blabbering,
and screaming if im not wrong.

omg!!!
i thought of it is really,
@#$%^&*
i dont like.
gonna have some rest and sleep soon.

night lovelies!
=)=)=)

2010-03-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

supposed to be a good day,
but it was all ruined,
with a bad ending.
and yes!
that's home!!!

hates being questioned,
in a confronting tone.
dad succeeded in making me,
pissed, irritated,
and teared.
i hate the feeling.

trips in the car is always like that too.
but not that bad,
cos i can just shut off,
when mum starts nagging,
about his reckless driving.

the famiiy is turning upside down.
and now,
the main problem lies with grandpa.
haix.
and it'll never be solved.

cos he's way too stubborn,
and always thinks he's right,
and dad's starting to inherit that genes,
already.
roarroarroar!!!

why cant i just come home,
feeling happy.
especially now,
when i spend extremely little time at home.

and i seriously hate it,
when i just reached my room,
not even settled down.
or changed into a comfy clothes.
and there comes the war.
argh!!!

damndamndamn!!!
and mum only says,
im at fault,
when in fact everyone is at fault.
like what the HELL!!!
super unfair!!!!!

roar!!!
shant talk about it anymore,
the more i think about it,
the more my blood boils.

so there goes the happiness,
of having marvelous retail therapy,
which is the body shop sales,
and also a good dinner at MOF.

im gonna go to work with a,
swollen eye tmr.
damn!!!
nights!!!

2010-03-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

LOL!!!
guess what?
i almost dozed off at work today.
even with the fact that,
my work was neverending.

i guess it's the weather,
that causes this to happen.
like finally,
after so many,
OMG kinda weather.
it finally rained.

lunched in today,
with the seniors,
helping me buy take aways.
nicenicenice!!! =)
booked my lessons too.

spent $85 today,
on 3 blouses and 1 jacket.
i cant help it,
but smile to myself when i see,
the cheap price on the clothes i like.

have been hunting for clothes,
tmr hunting continues,
i guess everywhere's having sales now.
mum says it's post cny sales.
LOL!!!

so i'd better get them before it's gone.
suntec with XP tmr,
confirmed!!!
no one's free today.
it show's on too.

but i dont feel like walking in,
cos i'll be tempted to get my camera again.
what's more is,
i've yet to decide what i want.

and the fact that im working,
8.30-5.30, mon-fri,
and maybe sat at laundry.
i dont see the need for a camera anymore.

cos i've got too little time for leisure.
not only that,
need for new clothes out,
is no longer as necessary too.

yupyup.
i just remember,
i've yet to do my e-learning for work.
omg!!! it's to be done within 1 month.
and i dont know if we have tests or not.

anyway,
it's time for me to sleep.
nights lovelies!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

today's a shit day,
except the fact that,
work's still good.
cos im doing pretty fine.

my heels turned into crocodile,
once i reach the office.
argh!!!
it was still alright when im home.
blame myself for not wearing them often.

practically,
the almost the entire office,
know about my heels.
damn embarrassing,
but they are really way too helpful.

and my colleague lent me,
her wear-in-office heels,
for me to go out for lunch and home.
damn damn nice!!!

cos they say the cobbler,
nearby overcharge,
as compared to the ones,
at the neighbourhood.

next roar! thing is,
i had a paper cut.
normally it'll be those kinda,
tiny winy kind,
with little blood.

but due to my,
freaking dry ass fingers,
still havent recovered yet,
my thumb bled profusely.
roar! damn angry!!!

cos it takes so long to recover,
and it's super uncomfortable,
and irritating,
cos it affects the way i handle,
the stuff in my hands.
haix.

hope tmr gonna be a better day.
the body shop is having a warehouse sales,
saving up to 70%,
at suntec convention centre,
gallery west level 3.
10-13 mar, 10.30-8pm.

yes!
it starts tmr.
and 9.30-10.30am is for member's ONLY!!!
hohoho!!!
anyone's in for this cheap steal?
i looking for a partner!!! LOL!!!

blouse and heels hunt too.
time passes so fast.
i cant wait to pass my,
you-know-what test,
that i've been wanting for.

gonna turn in before 10.30.
are eyelids are heavy.
and my eyebags,
are gonna turn into teabags soon.

badbadbad!!!
complexion's gonna be badbadbad too.
cos im putting light makeup,
to work everyday.
to cover up the tiredness on my face.

nights people!!
♥♥♥

2010-03-08T22:15:00.003+08:00

today's quite a good day.

with the lovely interns from np.

im lovin' it!!!!

=)=)=)

had lunch with them.

everyone's nice and friendly

but we're not in the same dept.

=(=(=(

colleagues there are nice and friendly too.

and i was mistaken as an eurasian.

shiok or what?

i like this kinda feeling.

cos imma pure chinese.

oh yeah oh yeah!

mistaken as an eurasian,

is definately so much better,

than being mistaken as a malay.

im not being racist.

but seriously.

why malay,

when i look so chinese?

LOLOL!!!

2 more formal bottoms added to my wardrobe.

it's like the best thing,

cos i own no pants.

except a formal skirt,

which is too short for work.

gonna grab more cheap steals,

of the short sleeved shirts soon.

yeah!!!

long sleeved shirts not necessary.

thank god!!!

i wont be perspiring likka dog.

gonna iron my clothes,

for tmr.

and rest a little,

and soon head to bed,

and prepare for a better day tmr!!!

=)=)=)

2010-03-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

supported april at ntu,

on sat night.

with banners and all.

and glad that finally,

MADNESS re-unite.

but wasnt able to take lotsa photos.

cos the whole event ended only at 11+.

and we had to rush for shuttle bus,

to catch the last train at 11.30.

we missed the train by 5mins.

decided to bus down to kallang first,

then cab home instead.

cos the cabfare's gonna cost us a bomb,

from boon lay all the way to hougang.

and what's not,

there's still additional midnight charge.

imagine the 2 Js and D,

shared a cab with normal charge,

from tamp to boon lay.

and it already cost them $36?

like seriously,

it's gonna be hell,

when there's the midnight charge,

totally not worth it.

so the day ended just like that.

with 12h of sleep,

and only woke up at 1.30,

in the sunday afternoon.

super shiok!!!

but tired still.

if the air-con was on,

and the curtains were shut,

it'll be a great long sleep,

for me.

after so damn long.

mum cooked porridge,

a very rare chance,

of her to cook.

she cooked porridge with scallops and gingko nuts.

combination abit funny with the nuts though.

didnt take the gingko,

and instead added my own ingredients in,

of ikan bilis and fried fritters.

and of course,

it taste better.

LOLOL!!!

slacked the entire afternoon,

till i received a call from the sup,

telling me that AT,

is gonna treat us,

to a crab feast.

shiok ttm!!!

and was told they're gonna pick me up,

after work.

damn nice people!!!

anyway,

the place is at casuarina road.

the price is kinda reasonable.

and it's the first time i tried butter crab.

not bad as it's my first time trying.

so we were really bursting,

from the food.

the crab was the killer.

too big a serving.

and i raised my flag when i had my 2nd pc.

drove up to the lower/upper pierce reservoir.

saw the nice sunset,

but couldnt get in time,

to get a perfect picture with it.

cos we were looking for the function.

but there was none available.

so we just made do,

with the scenary,

taking turns to take picture.

the thought of it,

makes me think that we look,

super retarded.

ahhahah!!!

and ya!!!

it's the first time i got so near,

to a/the monkey/s.

damn cute.

especially the miniature ones.

wind down the window,

and then threw peanuts.

and see the bunch of them,

rushing towards the food.

looking all greedy,

and wanting more,

with 3 peanuts in the mouth at the same time,

and chasing our vehicle still.

epic scene.

home,

and grandma made bird's nest soup,

for the family + relatives.

yumyums!!!

favourite dessert.

but not cheap.

roarroarroar!!!!

ok. another post of rubbish,

cos im like dozing off soon.

tmr's the start of the intern.

omg!!!

i cant imagine my one week of holidays,

have ended just like that.

i'll be a temporary full-time,

working adult for the next 6months.

lucks to me,

with no troubles at work.

and may i manage my time well.

i still have things not settled yet.

roar!!!

gonna turn in now.

i needa look refreshing,

on the first day of work.

LOL!!!

first impression is important,

ya know.

nights people!

=)=)=)

2010-03-06T02:00:00.002+08:00

had a fantabulous day,
with the good old friends.
steamboat at lorong tua tow.
first time there.

can consider going there in future,
instead of the usual place,
which is bugis.
LOL!!!
cos it's nearer to home too.

had a super belated celebration for PS.
she's surprised!!!
i like!!!
like i can never fail to surprise her.
too naive already. LOL!!!

the mango cake from emicake's nice.
everyone loved it,
even after the eat-till-you-die dinner,
ya know.
=)=)=)

all left and headed to mac,
to meet K,
who just booked out.
poor muscular friend.
LOL!!!
gobbled his upsized filet set.

can see how hungry he was,
gossips started,
met our junior.
damn happy!!!!
cos i saw him holding bball!!!

and what's the best is,
he's heading opposite(plcc),
to train his shooting,
i like.

so the next moment,
all of us where at the court.
wa! i ♥ this long lost feeling.
it's been long since we played together.

i feel the passion for bball yet again.
but like,
none of my batch,
is playing anymore,
and i was the last to stop.

i think,
mini gatherings like this,
should be organised like weekly,
or fortnightly?
i'll be damn losta fun.

the process is the part,
that we enjoyed.
but the aftermath is dreadful.
we're all back with blistered legs.

gonna have a hard time walking properly.
=(=(=(
bodyaches might start coming,
when the sun rise,
tmr morning.
LOLOLOL!!!!

gotta turn in latest by 3,
otherwise,
im so not gonna be able,
to wake up on time later.

omgomgomg!!!
my hair's still wet.
gotta dry it now.
nights people!!!
im happy!!!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-04T23:25:00.003+08:00

had an artistic talent,
show off today.
LOL!!!
handmade some stuff,
i like i like!!!
i ♥ to d.i.y stuff myself.

not only it is cheaper,
it's also made with,
lotsa effort and ♥.
and not forgetting time.
cos it's very time consuming.

so like,
spent hours doing the border,
and till not,
it's not even halfway done?
cos there were only 2 of us.

no time to meet the rest,
so i guess,
the remainings,
will be completed by them?
=)=)=)

counting down to attachment.
omgomgomg!!!
it's starting in 4 days time.
did i mention,
i've been trying hard,
to make myself feel prepared,
by buying more formal wears?

argh!!
whatever,
havent had a fulfilling sleep,
for the past few days,
of the week.

i've been having,
tensed shoulder muscles recently.
anyone's nice,
to help me massage?
LOLOLOL!!!

anywayanyway!!!
im addicted to,
BABY by justin bieber!!!
nicenicenice!!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-03T22:26:00.004+08:00

had a fun time today,
with the girlies at,
jurong swimming complex.

there wasnt much for us to play,
but the company definately made it fun.
and it's so rare for all to be free.
but too bad SL couldnt join us.

anyway,
we met this digusting uncle,
who was taking photos/videos of us.
damn digusting!!!!

the thought of it,
really makes me boil,
digusted,
and wanna make him impotent.
he bloody hell needs some love.

so,
wherever we went,
the phone's camera would be facing us.
like WTH!!!!
and he continued even when he knew we know.

so bloody $#%*^&*!!!!!
and he's gone,
when we were about to,
call for the lifeguard.
what a loser!!!

dare to do,
but scared.
BALL-LESS!!!!
argh!!!
disguesting TTM!!!

anyway,
minus that part.
everything was good.
dinner at sakae and shopped after that.

and im proud to say,
i had a good steal AGAIN!!!!
got another formal top.
at damn cheap price,
$12!!!!
where to find???

LOLOLOL!!!!
anyway,
im drained.
i needa get some rest now.

the sun's and the activities,
sucked all our energy.
roar!!!
and im not tanned!!!
just a little darker.

but not of much difference.
might be going shenton way for recky tmr.
still not confirmed.
gonna rest now.

ciaos!!!
=)=)=)

2010-03-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

imma happy,
to meet miss busy today.
yes! miss busy is our beloved,
LPS. =)

she accompanied me,
to get my formal today g2000.
yeahyeah!!!
cos she's a member.

but then,
my loots wasnt entitled the member's discount,
cos it was already 30% off.
totally a good steal.
i got 2pcs in total,
with a damage of $70.

happy ttm!!!
i cant believe im so lucky!
cos im seriously always get nice stuff,
at good price.

anyway,
i think i've been feeling cranky,
for the past few days.
i get annoyed pretty easily,
and im never nice,
when that happens.

sometimes,
i dont understand,
why do people want me to be mean to them,
when im nice.
seriously dont understand.

anyhow,
i shall just treat them,
how they want me to do.
since sometimes,
they've got nothing better to do,
but to provoke me.

whatever it is,
dont try to be funny with me,
especially when im not in a good mood.
u'll die a terrible death.
WAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!

shall stop here,
cos i cant think of what to type anymore.
tmr's gonna be the all girls' day!!
excited!!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

shioks!!!
had a sumptous dinner at vienna today.
it's been ages since i went there.
they serve better food now, yo!!!
=)=)=)

anyway, i've been enjoying life,
eversince my last paper.
pass and i'll be happy!
=)=)=)

had steamboat for 2 consecutive days this week.
had superb fun for both days.
one for S's farewell,
the other's a reunion dinner at furby's.

it was a reunion of mixture of friends.
got to know some new friends.
=)=)=)
furby call them the Lclique.
they are the superb nice,
and fun people to be with.

yupyup.
and im told that,
if i ever turn crook,
it wont be surprising,
cos i can be bi.
LOLOL ttm!!!!

my life for now,
is more or less packed with fun,
and not forgetting work.
i've worked for sat and sun.

and i'll be working on,
mon, tues, fri and sat.
maybe thurs,
if im not meeting anyone.
i dont know.

wed's gonna be with the girls.
and i so needa go do recky,
on how to walk to my office.
next mon's gonna be the day.

im kinda worried though,
cos i dont know what to expect,
and i've yet gotten myself more formals.
omgomgomg!!!

okok.
i should get myself,
relaxed by open-ing my red packets.
excited, a little only.
cos no feel for cny this year.
LOLOL!!!

ciaos!!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

just got back from amk hub.
dined and movie-ed with the family.
super rare of us,
doing this kinda activity together.

anyway, will update again.
cos my nose have been running,
since just now.
i needa get some rest.

after exams always = to sick.
roar!!! i dont like!!!
=(=(=(
bye!!!!

2010-02-25T08:06:00.003+08:00

good morning!!!
im happy with myself,
for waking at 8am today,
without much delay.

got awaken by mum's call,
then went back to sleep.
and got awaken by a msg,
by someone who should be msg-ing the gf instead.

it's super WTH,
and i dont understand.
what's more is,
the gf kinda dont like me?
i dont know.

anyway, it's not my fault,
AT ALL!!!
cos imma victim.
and keep an eye of what he's doing.
thank you very much.

yawns!!!
my eyes are having this,
twinkling feel,
that tell me they are tired.
LOLOLOL!!!!

nonono!!!
i cant get back to sleep,
or else,
i'll have no more time.
last few hours before i finish my race!!

off i go!!!!
8.30 starts the revision time.
see me when you see me!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-24T21:30:00.004+08:00

productivity level is super high today!!!
thumbs up!!!
but then,
my brain's gonna die soon.

taking a break after the 9.5 topics covered,
and the important stuff memorised.
left with 1.5 more topics to memorise,
and 1 more topic to read through.

roar!!!
im tired!!! yawns!!!!
anyway grandma's super nice to cook me,
the ginger tea we got from taiwan,
the other time,
to ease my cramps.

she cooked me sucha big bowl.
almost the size of my palm,
and i know it looks like those chinese medicine,
that taste bitter and sucky.

butbutbut,
it taste superb yummy!!!
cos it's sweet,
and i finished it all!!!

that's the residue,
red dates, longan and ginger.
slurpsslurps!!!

anyone's going taiwan anytime soon???
can help me get it??
i'll pay you back!!!
LOL!!!
cos my mum and grandma loves it too,
and it's good for the women!!!

yawns!!!
15mins more for me to rest,
and i'll be back to work.
roar!!!
i dread the feeling!!!
=(=(=(

i shall squeeze out every single answers i remember,
and write it down with my magical pen.
LOLOLOL!!!
may i score well!!!

and my freedom will start from 4.30 onwards.
shiok ttm!!!
i cant wait to enjoy,
and have a good sleep!!!

ciaos!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-24T09:56:00.001+08:00

roar!!!
the drilling and hammering,
under my blk is irritating me.

i need some peace!!!!
i need concentration today!!!
roarroarroar!!!!

=(=(=(

2010-02-23T21:01:00.004+08:00

tax1 papers is kinda screwed.
super lots of careless mistakes,
what's more is the theory,
which is confirmed to be a goner.
goodbye to ace-ing it.

headed to bugis,
to pray at a place.
an order from mum,
cos the people there,
says it's a must for me to go there by today.

so yada yada,
spent an hour plus there,
waiting and praying,
and not forgetting to study,
while waiting for my turn.

so straight home after,
with my packed lunch,
and the things to burn.
yawns!!! was tired,
and kinda brain dead.

stuff done,
and decided to spend some time to rest.
rest and rest till i got addicted to it.
didnt have the mood to study.

but luckily,
i managed to get myself sitted down,
to finish reading the remaining topics.
im still left with the last topic,
to read on and most are,
based on photographic memory.

tmr's gonna be another,
memorising day.
yawnsyawnsyawns!!!!
shall pull through this thurs,
and i'll be free to do anything.

this weekend is packed,
with programs already!!!
shioks!!!!
nothing beats meeting the friends!!!
it's totally awesome!!!

anyway,
i bought a new wallet for myself!!!!
it's really simple and,
it looks likka passport holder to me!!!
LOL!!! i think it's just my style.
sometimes i've got weird taste.

but anyhow,
i got the deep red fold slim purse for $20,

from one of the sprees in http://shesprees.livejournal.com/

=)=)=)

due to unforeseen circumstances,
today's farewell dinner for S's,
is postponed to coming thurs,
before he enlists on fri.

i can foresee that,
i'll be having so much fun,
soon to come.
furby!!! i cant wait to go prawning,
with you too!!!!
WAHAHAHA!!!!

im gonna continue to rest,
and watch some tv,
before i get back to a light revision,
afterwards.
miss me deep deep(mmdd)!!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

yawns!!!!
less than 10h hours,
before my paper starts.

spent the entire day drilling myself,
with the tutorial questions,
and the past year papers.
hectic but fun!

cos,
it's always better than,
memorising the notes,
for sure.

kinda nervous,
over tmr's paper.
hopefully no careless mistakes, pls.
and my eyes are more alert,
with the key words.

think most prob,
the theory questions,
which is 20% is going to be a goner.
hope the reading will pay off a least a little.

im aiming to ace it.
butbutbut,
i dont wanna pin too much hopes.
too much hopes,
might end up with great dissapointments.

anyway,
bro told me the biggest joke of the year.
his cca friends and coursemates,
thought im his younger sis,
when they went to peep at his facebook.

then they told him they like me,
like super duper WTH!!!!
this is little boys.
seriously little boys,
till i dont know what to say.

typical boys,
should i say that?
cos not only little boys do that.
WAHAHAHA!!!!

okok.
i think i should washup,
and get ready to sleep like really soon.
though im not superbly tired,
and could have continued with the remaining 3 topics,
but my brain's dead now.

absorption rate is zero.
at the time im gonna sleep soon,
im so gonna have less than 6h of sleep.
roar!!! badbadbad!
planned time to complete my stuff was 10pm.
time management failed.

feels so shitty!!
but no time to think about it.
im going now!!!
i need full concentration for tmr.

nights everyone!!!
and all the best to those having exams!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-22T09:22:00.002+08:00

roar! im 1 1/2h late to be awake again.
woke up at 9am.
standard time ah?

anyway,
im having stupid toothache now,
and my ear piercing hurt last night.
think i didnt sleep in the right position,
that's why.

and i think the toothache,
is caused in sufficient water.
my body is feeling heaty now,
and i think im gonna fall sick soon.
roarroarroar!!!!

this is bad!!!
like i always get sick during,
this season.
so damn seasonal, BAD!!!!

so,
im on my last lap for tmr's paper,
my first paper,
tax1.
practice, practice and more practice,
is all i can do.

back to chiong now.
CHIONG AH!!!!!
LOLOLOLOL!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-21T22:06:00.005+08:00

im back from the dinner,
with the colleagues!!!
super full,
till im exploding.

had this cantonese cuisine,
at shaw centre,
level 5.
i forgot the name of the restaurant.

it's a 11 course meal,

and burnt $73 of my pocket.

so we were served,
yu sheng, shark's fin soup,
fried garlic prawn, asparagus with scallop,
roasted spring chicken, peking duck,
steamed fish, stir fried crab beehoon,
duck meat stir fried with the greens,
and served on cabbage,
nian gao, mango pomelo.

the men were not full,
but the women were all full.
LOLOLOL!!!
the serving wise is somehow adequate.

andandand,
i received 2 red packets today.
dopeness! =)
and AT's super nice to send me,
all the way home.

he really treats me like,
his younger sister.
nicenicenice!!!
hope he's able to get my sup.
=X LOL!!!
cos their r/s seems fishy.
hehehe.

anyway,
today's the 5th time,
im having yu sheng.
maybe another round later.
cos the carrots are shredded,
and cannot be kept long,
otherwise it's gonna turn sour.

and that will be the 6th time.
HUAT AH!!! LOL!!!
may more yu sheng,
bring me more money,
luck and whatever good things. =)

gonna stay till at least 12am,
later to pray.
cos it's the 'tian gong's' birthday.
but no cousins are here.
boring!!!
shall study till it's time to pray.

and have to eat again later.
mee sua later.
roar!! im so gonna gain,
freaking 50000kg.
roar!!! roar!!! roar!!!

gonna hit the women's gym,
under blk580 after exams.
hope the facilities there is really good,
so that i'll go often.

and the fact that it being,

just next to my block,

it's of so much convenience to me.

and what's more that,

there no need to feel embarrass or shy,

or whatever.

cos it's for women only.

men are restricted to go in.

WAHAHAHA!!!

tell me how to say 'NO',

if the facilities are good,

and you feel more comfortable in there?

lol, i've got no idea why im so excited.

but i've to start cooling myself down,

and get down to work.

revision here i come!!!

and ya!

i kinda hate the way my bro look,

with that phiton necklace,

cos it super resembles my friend,

whom my friends have always been saying that,

they really look alike, NOT(to me).

ok. got to go.

ciaos!!!!!

=)=)=)

2010-02-20T10:02:00.003+08:00

just started revision not long.
cos i just woke up 30mins ago,
when i set my alarm clock at 7.30am,
and i slept at 10pm last night.
what a sleepy log i am.

woke up seeing bro sleeping in my room,
super weird,
cos he normally sleeps in his.
and mum called in time,
to tell me what happen.

last night was super creepy,
but anyway,
im gonna continue with my tax1 now.
will be out to help mum queue at the temple,
later i think.
cos mum's got visitors afterwards.

got to go back study now,
ciaos!!!
wish me all the best!
=)=)=)

2010-02-19T19:14:00.003+08:00

i failed waking at 8am,
even with 2 morning callers.
and i woke up at 9am instead.

LOLOL!!!
maybe i just need a little more sleep,
cos i only slept at 2am last night.

so my place was really crowded last night.
with 9 friends coming over.
3 as my mum's mahjong khakis,
while the rest played card games.

after the games ended,
everyone headed to their own destinations.
some went home,
while some went prawning.

talk about prawning,
i've never tried prawning before.
im sure im gonna try it some day soon.
but who's free to go with me,
is another matter. =)

im kinda happy,
being productive today.
i spent an hour on the bus reading CA's notes.
and tried the questions when i reach tpy.
i conquered the 2 topics,
that i know nuts about.

and now,
i think it's easy.
hope the exams questions testing on this topics,
isnt tricky.
which is impossible.

cos,
there's always tough questions,
to help the moderation.
not allowing too many getting As.

yup.
was having a short chat with mum on the phone,
while i was still outside.
she told me some stuff.
and back home, she told me more.

and i felt a little resticted by her.
also, she somehow injected fear in me.
cos there's alot of things im told,
that i should be careful and all.

i choose to be neutral,
cos sometimes i think it's nonsense,
but on the other hand,
it might be true.
and if ever it happens(SUPER HOPES IT WONT),
i'll be sorry to myself.

yawns!
im feeling a little tired now.
guess im gonna continue with my revision at 8pm.
=)=)=)

anyway,
mum asked me not too stress myself too much,
as long as i know i did my best.
she can really be sweet at times.
off to rest.
=)=)=)

2010-02-18T21:42:00.003+08:00

ahhah!!!
guess what im doing now?
slacking, slacking and slacking!!!

finally the friends came,
at 8.30pm.
just the 3 of them,
K, S, XP.

chatted awhile,
before we started gambling.
the pathetic 4 decided to play 'daidee'.
10c per card and double if more than 10 cards.

only had about 5 rounds and we stopped.
and guess what?
i never won a round at all,
and i lost $2 of coins!!!!
so total,
i lost $21 this year in gambling.

i believe in the saying,
old money never go,
new money never come.
translate it to chinese,
cos this is a superb broken,
and typical singlish.

LOLOL!!!
so right now,
the 3 dear friends of mine,
are enjoying mj we my dearest mum.
hope she wins,
so i can claim back my losses.
=X hehe.

kinda fun seeing them play.
but i never like it.
like i seriously dont have interest in mj.
blackjack is still alright.
and i can survive without gambling.

cool huh!!!
im one bad habit lesser than them!!!
=X lol!!!
but i think i'll start picking up the skills,
when im older.
cos it's said to believe that it helps,
elderly to improve on their brain speed.

cos it's all about thinking,
and the strategies,
you're going to use to,
tackle your opponents.

ahaha!!!
and now i think i sound likka pro, not.
cos bball taught me that too!!!
anyway,
im getting smarter each day.

smarter and smarter,
with the training of the good friends
who never stop to disturb me,
with the not so straight forward questions.

anyway,
the next batch of friends are coming very soon i think.
cos mj's tempting the gamblers to come.
ahha! what's not,
got red packets to take!!!
i like i like!!!

=)=)=)
a few more days before my first paper,
gonna head out to study tmr i think.
cos i found kind souls,
who's willing to offer help.

goodgood!!!
i see some hope for my tax1.
5 topics revised today!!! shioks!!!
but then, sad to say it's the topics,
that were tested for common test.
but still some will be tested.

may i be blessed with my better topics.
all the best to me,
and everyone who's having exams,
at this kinda FUN period.
thanks to our schools.

LOLOLOL!!!!
ciaos!!!
shall see what im gonna do tonight!
=)=)=)

2010-02-17T23:14:00.003+08:00

everyone's back to school today.

and most of the adults are back to work.

except my mum!

being a lucky employee,

who will only need to be back to work on the 22th.

good life!!!

but then i kinda dread it too,

especially when she's home.

cos she can be really naggy at times.

talking nonsense that can really piss me off.

but lucky,

she's busy with her mj session,

with my uncles and grandpa.

it's a good and bad thing too.

cos today's plan was to stay home to study.

and i woke up early to study.

shiok!!!

i manage to get myself out of my bed,

washed up and sat down to study straight.

was almost psycho-ed by S and W to go amk hub with them,

and also to S's house for guitarhero.

cos he just got it today.

LOLOL!!!

telling me they are short of one singer/guitarist.

thank god,

im quite determined today,

in the earlier part of the day.

after dinner,

i totally slacked.

mood to study went down to zero.

cos i've got no place to study!!

at first was in my bro's room.

cos he's got a long huge table for desktops.

but i shifted the keyboard the mouse.

to give myself.

a bigger space to put my laptop and my papers.

but then,

he told me he's gonna have tuition in his room.

so he's room is out.

dining table's out too.

cos the adults are mj-ing downstairs.

so there'll be super lots of noise pollution,

and worst the tv which is gonna be biggest distraction to me.

so now,

my last choice is my room.

which is even more out!!!!

cos i'll be so tempted to catch a nap,

and only wake up later.

and that reasons out,

why my study mood depreciated so fast.

was asked to join the 'rockband' again at S's place.

tempted to go,

but im already feeling super homely,

after the whole day at home.

and the best thing is,

im getting tired,

and lazy to travel out,

and and and!!!!

not forgetting that i've turned into mute mode again.

i guess,

my mute mode.

makes me wanna be alone,

cos i wont feel like talking at all.

LOLOL!!!

i know it's weird,

but this is me.

=)=)=)

shall surf the net awhile more,

and hide under my blanket soon.

tmr's gonna be a wake-up-early day again.

with the friends coming over.

come and take red packets,

and dont forget to clear the food at my place,

and i'll be happy.

LOLOL!!!!

i cant wait to open my red packets,

on the last day of new year!!!

so excited!!!

i wanna go for my more visitings!!!

probably coming saturday night?

and sunday night's gonna be a $50+, $60 dinner,

spent on my dinner,

with the colleauges at a chinese restaurant,

at shaw house level 5.

hope my sup's gonna let me work more days,

after my exams,

so i can earn more money!!!

ciaos!!!

=)=)=)

2010-02-17T20:47:00.002+08:00

caught Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief the other day,
with XP, S, W, ZL, SY, J, F and his gf.
it's quite a nice movie to me,
and disturbing S and XP. LOLOLOL!!!
i like action movies!!!

there goes the first day of cny/vday.
with the 5 guys and XP.
we're pathetic people.
wahaha!!!
i like them being so ON. =)

interesting thing we did after movie,
was we had our yu sheng session at the carkpark.
damn cool ttm!!!
like my first time doing it midnight,
and best still of all places,
carpark.

WAHAHA!!!
yadayada!
and i only slept at 5am.
i think im slowly becoming a wonderwoman.
i would have K.O-ed in the past,
but not so easily now.

5h of sleep,
and im being dug out from the bed,
for visiting on cny day 2.
visited my old neighbours at tampines.
kinda miss that place.

and i miss the old house,
with the big living room,
and my mum's carpeted room,
though it'll stink if it's not well maintained.
but i really like it.

i want it in my home,
in future!!!!
but i think i'll dread the cleaning part.
=X LOL!!!

so, visiting only ended around 6?
and cousins were all at my place already.
cant wait to go back,
cos cousin told me she's got a suprise for me!!!
=)=)=)

had yu sheng hours after the mj people are ready.
it's uber fun!
this year's special,
cos mum's not separating it into 2 portions.
one for the kids and the other for the adult.

i guess,
she realised we're all grown ups now.
and it's so heartwarming for the whole family,
doing such things together.

and im proud that,
i did the yu sheng,
for shredding both the white and red carrots,
the day before.

arranged them nicely,
getting the colours contrasting side by side.
and not forgetting.
arranging the sashimi one by one,
which i got from fassler's the other day.
accomplishment, yo!

yupyup!
and i guessed it right,
the suprise for me was,
she brought her wii over.
guitarhero ftw!!!!
i think i suck at both being the guitarist and singer.

fyi,
it's my first time playing it.
i'll come back even better next time!
wahahahaha!!!

so some mishaps happened.
and guess what?
i dropped my cousin's digital camera,
while i was setting it to timer mode.

damn dumb and clumsy of me,
i swear.
im still guilt-ridden.
argh!!!
what's more is,
she just sent it for service barely one month back.

hope it can still be repaired!!!
cos the soft metal thing infront of the lens,
is dented and the lens cant close now,
or take photos.
it's that bad.
roar!!!!

i didnt know how to react,
but to try to fix it.
argh!!!
ok. enough of it.
i feel that im stupid enough already.

headed out,
wanting to visit J's sis.
but she didnt pick up the phone,
so we push forward the gambling trip to S's place earlier.

it's likka illegal gambling den.
like those you see on tv.
with so many people crowding around,
and all are guys.
so many is abit exaggerating,
but many seems little to me.

LOLOLOL!!!!
yup. do this year is seriously,
not my year to gamble.
cos i lost pretty fast that night.

and now,
im really wondering if studying,
during cny is really got a good idea.
HAHAHA!!!
ok, superstitous i know.
and not scientifically proven.

i just realised,
this is a super long post.
cos i havent blog for the past 2 days.
this is bad.
if this continues,
my blog's gonna be dead very soon, again.

cny day 3 was super slack.
i remember that we'll be doing visiting,
but my mum didnt even wake me and bro at 11am.
lucky i woke up myself,
and rushing them,
to get out of the house asap.

cos,
i dont wanna do visitings till late.
and what's more is,
my mum started rushing visitings halfway,
cos she cant wait to reach home earlier for mj.
this is my mum. LOL!!!

and the night,
was boring!!!
without any cousins,
at my place or the mood to study.
and so, i wasted my tues night doing nothing.

was asked to catch a movie at 11.30,
at amk hub.
but was not that keen already.
cos i was feeling sleep by then,
what's more is i've turned into the mute mode.

lucky i didnt go also,
cos i fell asleep at 11.30 sharp.
this shows i was really tired,
i guess it's the accumulated 2 late night sleeps.
i should learn to get used to it.

=)=)=)

2010-02-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

ahhaha!!!
i was sleepy just now,
but not anymore.
with the conversation in msn,
and the excitement of irritating my bro.

LOL!!!
today's visits were fast,
i mean for the last 2 houses.
went 3 in total only today.
was out for 6h.

it's nice catching up,
with my cousins.
unglam jumpshots,
with endless laughter at the usual spot.

mum's like the usual her,
when she's there.
i dont like,
i dont like.
sometimes she makes me really dont wanna go,
cos of her.

dont ask why.
hard to explain.
lazy to explain also,
cos there's too many things to talk about.

day 1 of cny,
just passed like that.
how fast!!!
oh ya!
i failed what im supposed to do today.

argh!!!
lesser time to study!
=(=(=(
cos no mood!!!
tmr's gonna be packed.

J's sis is inviting the bridesmaids to her house.
for house warming and daidee khakis!
needa plan my time well.
cousin suggested to walk my doggy(HAPPY) at ecp.

there goes my day 2 cny,
without studying again.
roar!
this is bad!!!

ok. i gotta get prepared now!!!
gonna head over to S's house to meet the rest,
before we head out for movie.
yawns!!
LOL!!!

bye! =)=)=)

2010-02-13T23:22:00.005+08:00

work's good today,
with time passing fast enough.
and not forgetting my pay, yo!
it's cheque this time!!!
=)=)=)

mum drove me and dad to work today.
with a super funny remark from her,
while i was sleeping(more of resting).

saying that we'll do visiting earlier tmr,
so that we'll be home early,
and we're free to go out with our friends,
in the night.
like super not her please.

i wonder is it cos it's vday,
and that's why she's saying it,
and thinking that me and bro,
each has a date.
bthbthbth!!! LOLOLOL!!!

next was a conversation with my colleague,
was talking about how we enjoyed cny,
in the past.
when we were YOUNGer.
LOLOL!!!!

yadayada all the nonsense,
about what im questions im expecting,
in time to come when i reach 24?
and then,
he was asking me why im not looking for a partner.

LOLOL!!!!
deep conversation we had indeed,
as we usually talk about work only.
fyi, he's attached and not my cup of tea.
so dont think too much.
hahaha!!!

yupyup!
so soon,
work ended at 4pm!!!
and before i left the place,
auntie D, an indian,
gave me a red packet.

super funny to take,
plus she's not chinese,
and she doesnt have to do all this.
and was forced to take in the end.

then i was thinking why she suddenly,
give me red packet.
possible reason is that i helped her,
apply for her hdb the other time?
i dont know,
didnt think too much.

cos i was rushing to meet V,
to get the memory card reader,
then trying my luck for last minute shopping,
and lastly home for reunion.

at this point of time,
it's obvious that im not going out tonight.
J's side no news.
S's side cancelled.
stay home is the only choice.

though i was really eager to go out tonight,
cos tmr gonna be busy with visiting,
and a little time at night,
with revision.
good day to stay home to study though.

but im not confident,
that i'll be able to concentrate,
or even start.
cos it's the festive season!!!
haix. dread it.

so now,
im looking forward to getting more red packets.
but not looking forward,
to the limited time for revision,
and not forgetting enough rest.
life's like that.

anyway,
was deciding what to wear for tmr.
and have decided to go with my playsuit tmr!!!
it's a happy colour, yo! =)

oh ya!!!
i bought my 3rd set today from cotton on.
a little too casual to me.
but can be but to good use in future,
i hope.

helped my bro matched his clothes too!!!
tmr shall be one,
i bought for him as a reward.
checkered shirt with jeans.

talking about this.
he is super OFF(out of fashion)
what he did really make me wanna 'faint'.
you'll know why,
if you read on.

he tried on the full set,
looking good and presentable.
but then i wanted to see how he'll look,
with the shirts tucked in.

so the kuku bro of mine,
being the most OFF person in town,
happily tucked in THE FRONT(ONLY) of his shirt.
i swear he looks damn 'ARGH'.

ok i've come to the end,
of my kuku bro's story.
thank you for your attention,
and sorry for the abrupt ending.

gonna continue reading,
the converstation with S, W and ZL.
it's LOL and lame ttm!!!
bye!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
&
HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!!

♥♥♥

2010-02-12T21:08:00.003+08:00

im back from the revision.
distracted with all the technologies,
i know,
this happens to most of you too.
=)=)=)

anyway,
im somehow done revision for 4/7 topics for tax1.
im lost with the other 3,
with all the S19, S19A and etc.
i dont know how to do!!!

any kind souls,
willing to teach me?
im left with CA, IBA and Partnership now.
so looking forward to finish them all.

next up shall be fit,
with 11 topics in total.
i think this is gonna be,
a lot more hell for me.

theory, theory and more theory.
and not forgetting the application part.
which i suck at, like always.
i've never been good with theory and application.
hands on are still my forte.

enough of ranting.
tmr's new year's eve.
gonna work,
no double pay or whatever i think.
but it's alright.

shall be nice to go down to help,
so everyone can end early,
and go home early for reunion!!!
see!! im sucha nice person!
LOL!!!

anyway,
im getting my pay tmr!!!
damn happy!!!
i think i'll get cash instead of cheque this time.
cos it's new year!!!
yeahyeahyeah!!!

i'll be richer by abit tmr!!!
but i needa save them up.
too many things to get.
i need a camera.
im still not used it being cameraless.

argh!
ok, im gonna slack awhile,
and continue with fit again at 9.30pm.
hopefully,
i wont forget the time.

gtg!
=)=)=)

2010-02-12T09:17:00.002+08:00

argh!!!
im 2h behind my schedule now.
supposed to wake up 7am,
instead i woke up 9am.

having my chocolate cream puff now,
which i got from clarity's the other day.
slurps!!!!
simple and nice breakfast.
but, fatfatfat!!!

anyway,
went to peep at the vday present,
my bro bought,
for an unknown girl.
LOLOLOL!!!!

he got the vday specials candy,
from made in candy.
and kept it in the,
ready-made small paper bag.
sealed with a purple ribbon.

lucky i was kpo.
LOLOLOL!
otherwise the girl would have known,
how much the paper bag is.
see!!! where to find sucha good sister?

hahahaha!!!!
im done with my puff,
and enjoying my water.
water = good for health/complexion

im gonna start soon,
at 9.30 sharp.
ciaos!!!
miss me deep deep!
LOLOLOL!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

nothing accomplished today.
wasted my time away,
missed the revision tutorial.
damn! overslept! argh!!!

what's wrong?
what's wrong?
my body clock is haywired!!!
gonna fix it back tmr!!!

my alarm clock is gonna,
wake me up at 7am tmr.
superb early i know.
i needa waste no more time.
revision starts tmr.

cny's coming in 2 days time.
no mood of it coming.
ZL was saying cos we're no longer young.
LOL!!!
maybe, maybe not?

i think most of the people around me,
are not in the mood also.
why is it so weird?
cny should be the happiest moments for us.

we get to buy new clothes,
get angbaos,
no needa go school or work,
cny goodies.
what else? visit our friend's at their place.

most enjoyable period,
but it doesnt seem so anymore.
poor K's gonna be stuck at work till midnight,
due to vday.
she's working at the florist,
and that explains why.

and she'll be home alone,
cos her family's going back to malaysia,
leaving her alone in singapore.
hope she's gonna be alright.
i think she'll be too tired to do anything by then too.

this year's new year's eve gonna be different.
cos, i'd always meet K,
to go somewhere after our reunion.
but not this year.
=(=(=(

J's already asked to go out.
S's side is going out too.
i told S maybe i'll join them.

uninvited guest. =X
LOLOLOL!!!
shall see how.

who knows i might end up at home revising.
what a pathetic new year.
im so not gonna enjoy for sure.
i cant wait for exams to be over,
yet i dont want them to come so fast.

contradicting again,
i know.
im waiting for people to organise gatherings!!!
im kinda tired of the years of organising.
it's time for me to retire.
LOL!!!

gonna lie on my bed,
and watch some tv,
before i go to sleep.

ciaos!
=)=)=)

2010-02-10T23:50:00.004+08:00

slacked the whole day home.
nothing accomplished today.
like literally nothing,
especially revision.

suprised K,
who's known as miss busy,
with dumpling tauhuey,
and fancy gems at her place.

like,
i've already used the same trick the 2nd time,
and she still doesnt know anything.
my tricks on my gfs are seriously useful.
and can be used like forever, huh.

S being mr nice/no-friend-also,
accompanied me to woodlands,
to get the sashimi for 'yu sheng'.
but end up i spent $74 there.
LOL!!!

im not complaining,
cos im willing to spend it.
cos it's for my family and 2 aunts,
that dote me alot!
=)=)=)

special request to S,
to send me home to put the stuff,
before we visit MD at clarity cafe,
and settle out dinner there.

MD's always full of nonsense,
with us laughing away.
ok, maybe particularly me.
and im known as the 'kai xin guo'.

waited for him to knock off,
and home we went.
the kuku them came up with stupid ideas,
and planned to execute it during my birthday.

roar!
hope it doesnt happens,
cos most prob it wont,
and i pray hard it wont.
if not, seriously,
i think i'll cry likka dog.

anyway,
i received my parcel!!!
like finally!!!!

my fuchsia playsuit is here!!!

yeahyeahyeah!!!

anyway,
before i reach home,
i was wondering if it'll come today or not.
or have it been declared a lost parcel??

damn scared that i'll be lost.
cos im in love my loot,
and i dont wish my money goes nowhere.
and today,
imma happy kid,
yet again!!! =)

2010-02-09T23:26:00.013+08:00

just back home not long,
from my co's party at the factory.
entertaining is the word.
seldom do i see adult so sporting.

gotta thank uncle P for the ride,
to and fro from amk.
i was super retarded on the bus,
while i tune on to 91.3.

i smiled/laughed to myself,
while listening to the DJs.
FMs are really entertaining,
especially at night,
when you're on your way back alone.

like seriously,
i cannot live without my mp3.
which is one my 3 must-haves everyday,
with the common answer of phone and wallet as well.

yupyup.
so im home with a little gift,
from the co.
im not lucky like any other times,
thus,
nothing from the lucky draw.

but at least i got this little thing.
it's nearing cny!
and yes, you got it!!!
it's ang bao!!!
TADA!!!!

and guess what's inside???
it's voucher!!!
ntuc $10 voucher, yo! =)

not that bad too,
at least it can be made for good usage.

yupyup. anyway,
i had a long sleep last night.
woke up at only 11am today.
wanted to sleep longer,
but the sun doesnt allow me to.

had brunch,
then helped grandma to do some stuff,
while she was making her specialty,
my favourite 'ngoh hiong'!!! =)

this is the thing that i operated on,
for 3 full hours.
i dont know what's the eng name.
i only know it's 'bai guo',
which is often seen in the dessert 'cheng teng'.

before it's being operated,
by the calipers below.

you need to know 'qing gong' too,
when using this tool.
otherwise,
the 'bai guo' will burst.

TADA!!!
i've mastered the 'qing gong'.
1/3 way done to be ready to be eaten.

the freaking hard shells,
that poked my thumb like free.

photo evidence of my poor right thumb.

cooked and ready to get the skin peeled.

finally 2/3way done!!!

as you can see,
it's damn hard to get it done.
and needs alot of hard work.

supposed to take the thing in the middle,
which is bitter.
and it'll be ready to eat.

but i needa leave home to meet E at amk.
and told grandma to leave it for me to do it at night.
in the end,
she did it herself! =(

yup!
so i was bored while drying my hair.
took 2 pictures of myself with my webbycam!
no camera, what to do?

NAH!!!
my neat eyebrows,
and ugly face/complexion.

please ignore the compelxion,
for good.
and focus on the eyebrows instead.

specially to : EC and SL!!!!
my complexion's never good.
evidence on top!!!
you see the little things popping out?
im complaining for good ok!
cos my complexion's not as perfect.
haix!!!

turning in soon!!!
revision shall start tmr,
please!!!!
i've got no more time left.
and im so in the cny mood.

argh!!!
cny clothes not done yet.
1 set done only.
parcel not received yet.
even if so, 2 sets only.
still short of 1.

byebyebye!!!!
roar! =)

2010-02-09T00:19:00.003+08:00

today's my independent day.
mission all accomplished.
just that cny clothes still not really done.

facial alone,
lunch alone,
train alone without mp3(it died on me),
shopping alone,
hair treatment alone.

all these ALONEs,
brings me one step nearer,
of me getting used to being alone.
as in independent.

i realise i've been depending on others,
way too much sometimes.
slightly better now.
and i so dont feel like myself.

so,
my alone time ends there.
with 3 machos coming to pick me at 'the bencoolen',
then harbourfront for pizza,
and vivo for Hachiko.

quite a nice movie.
though, i expected it to be the one i saw in fb.
teared a little.
S sitting beside me,
doesnt know i think.
LOLOL!!!

feeling tired and all now.
home with a suprise from bro.
damn sweet of him.
i didnt dote him for nothing, yo!
he got me this:

imma happy kid now.
will have a good sleep today!
nights!
=)=)=)

(fyi, my eyebrows are trimmed and im not used to it)

2010-02-07T11:44:00.006+08:00

10 things,

that happened today:

#1
late for work for 15mins
(lucky did take cab)

#2
had 2 cups of lipton tea at work
(wasnt effective to me)

#3
made appointment for facial and hair treatment tmr
(one at 9am and the other at 4pm)

#4
earned only $49.50 today
(7.5hours to be exact)

#5
spent $37.50 at watsons
(out of today's pay)

#6
XO fish soup bee hoon
(mum suggested and it costs $7 per serving)

#7
fed happy with fancy gems
(he ♥s it)

#8
served the net
(daily routine)

#9
time to sleep
(must have, otherwise i'll look likka zombie)

#10
good nights people
(see!!! imma nice person)

=)=)=)

2010-02-06T21:53:00.006+08:00

had a great day at work today,
not as much things to do like what they said,
for the past few weeks.
but still.
my hand never leave the clothes at all.

continuously,
and the time pass so fast!!!
i like!!!
thought i had some bodyache and all.
work was good,
with a thing that made me,
giggle non-stop.

wanted to do something with it,
cos it was way too HUMONGOUS!!!
yes! HUMONGOUS, and i mean it.
im not exaggerating!!!

u see!!!
it's double the size of my hand!!!!

guess what it is???
LOLOLOLOL!!!!!

.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........
.........
........
.......
......
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...
..
.

TADA!!!!!

it's the HUMONGOUS BRA!!!!
the ever biggest BRA i've ever seen.
i laugh like hell when i saw it.
and my guy colleagues were like,
u-know-what kinda face.
and the cheeky laughter.

WAHAHAHAH!!!!
the moment i saw it,
i was wondering,
how the person's gonna walk with it.
it's seriously too much a burden to carry around.

i can imagine what will happen to her,
if she falls,
more or less she's well cushioned.
but, OUCH!!!!
i can feel the pain!! =X

and when,
she bumps into someone else.
if it's a lady,
they'll go WOW!!!
and the guys will start drooling,
and cant get their eyes of IT.
WAHAHAA!!!!

okok.
enough said.
the crowd recently is totally insane.
and the moment i see the crowd,
my mood is totally shit,
when i plan to shop.

anyway,
planning to get alot of things done,
this coming mon.
i've got no lesson.

schedule to-be:
1. facial therapy
2. cny shopping
3. hair treatment
4. pizza with S, W and MD
5. hachiko with the 3 mentioned above and K(hopefully)

is it possible to accomplish all?
im not sure.
more or less yes i think.
except for facial,
which i've yet to book an appointment.

oh ya!!!
i received 2 letters today.
both good and bad.
bad = warning letter from school.
argh!!!
my first time receiving warning letter.

this sem's kinda shit.
cos i missed a few lessons,
cos im not feeling well.
roaroaroar!!!
but i didnt see the doctor.

another one is the letter for intern.
yeahyeahyea!!!
my intern's gonna start on the 8mar,
and ends on the 13 aug.

5 days work is confirmed!!!
and that means,
i can earn extra cash on weekends!!!
yeahyeahyeah!!!
i've so looking forward to it.

cos it's possible to be the period,
i can save the most.
and feed my a/c well.
shiokshiokshiok!!!

i've got nothing to share already,
cos my brain's dying.
not enough sleep!!!
and i know it's an abrupt ending.

haha!!!
but i dont care,
cos im sleeping soon.
nightsnights!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

bad start today.
with my sandals strap snapping,
when i left class to the toilet.
unlucky or what?
im gonna get it fixed.
cos it's not a cheap pair of sandals.

mum's super nice to come pick me up,
at my request.
cos she dont usually do that.
and it was super last minute.
i was super in need of her at that point.

zoom-ed to clementi to look for cobbler,
but there wasnt any available.
so had lunch first instead,
before getting a new pair of shoes.

mum's super nice X2,
she paid for my new sandals.
think it's becos we havent gone shopping together,
for a long time.

was kinda scared i'll get lost at clementi,
it's a super unfamiliar place to me.
mum wanted to drop me at the bus stop,
but it was a one way route,
so i walked over to the mrt myself.
i found my way,
you know you know!!!

imma genius!!!
nonono!!!!!
a walking directory,
as quoted from PY.
LOLOLOL!!!!

there's more places,
i've yet to know.
shall explore them sometime soon.
anyone's going with me? LOL!!!

anyway,
shopped with bro together with Y and A.
first time out with Y and A.
and kinda suprising that i went out with them.
haha!!!

shopped almost the entire town,
and only managed to get myself a top from new look.
a dress to-be also possible.
cos it's long enough,
for me to wear it as a dress.

butbutbut!!!!
i still needa wear a tube and shorts inside!
otherwise, it's damn translucent.
i like the material!!!
good steal too!
cos actual price is $53.90,
and i got it at only $19.90!!!!

yupyup!
it was on sales.
sometimes im really lucky to get clothes at cheap price.
then again,
i dread my picky habit.

a dress at new look caught my eye too.
black polkadot dress,
with frills as the sleeve.
simple and nice.
but it cost $79.90.

was thinking if i should get it or not.
cos it's possible that i can wear it for my intern.
as it looks pretty formal.
will be able to get 20% discount,
if i ask A to help me buy.
cos her friend's a member of new look.

should i or should i not?
it's not cheap you know!!!
and i can get 3 formal tops,
if g2000 still have got sales,
with just a top up of $10.

dont say that im calculative,
cos im taking accounting.
it's just that,
my brain works faster,
when we're talking about money.
=X=X=X

oh ya!!!
good news to share!!!!
i received my email from runwaybandits!!!
finallyfinally!!!
im expecting my parcel to arrive the coming week.
just in time for cny!!!

so happy so happy!!!
anyway,
imma superb good girl this week.
my weekends gonna be burnt at my worklace.
i see a hundred bucks more rolling in!!!
=)=)=)

time to sleep!
nightsnights!!!
=)=)=)

2010-02-04T09:42:00.010+08:00

yeah!!!!
im damn happy!!!
cos im finally done with my presentation!!!

first for today,
cos SY was late.
not a bad idea too.
cos i set the standard for today?

anyway,
im addicted to online shopping recently.
pretty clothes,
and cheaper as compared to those at the retail shops.

but sad to say that,
my loots will only come in after cny.
and yes,
i've got no cny clothes for myself yet.
this is bad, this is bad.

shopping spree soon!!!
there's a need to fill up my wardrobe.
im running out of clothes to wear.
argh!!!!

cant wait for them to arrive!!!!
nahnahnah!!!
this are the pretty pieces with the pretty models.
and the one in fuchsia playsuit is my junior, dion!

Topshop Inspired Ruched Playsuit
(Fuchsia)
http://www.runwaybandits.com/

Chiffon Glitter Bustier
(Navy Blue)
http://bonitochico.livejournal.com/

2010-02-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

im kindof happy currently.
with the fact that i've been practicing,
for my presentation tmr.
practice makes perfect, yo!!!

may god bless me,
with the memory of the script.
cos i dont wish to look at the script,
while presenting as i think i'll look,
very unprofessional.

yupyup.
anyway tmr's gonna be a long day in school,
with at least 5h of break in between.
omg!!! what am i gonna do???
attachment briefing's gonna start at 5pm.

excited!!!
but i kinda hate it being schedules so late,
and also at the furthest lecture threatre,
i've ever gone in NP.

the busy schedule shall end tmr.
and the revision schedule will be coming up next.
much of my worry to think about it.
i dont know which module i should start with.

perhaps tax1 with my practices,
and understanding as well.
then my fit which i have to drill myself with it.
i know it's not gonna be easy for me.

tmr's gonna be another day of,
i-have-to-travel-to-school-myself day.
mum's on leave tmr.
and now,
i've to think of which route to go with.
shuttle bus, 151 or 74???

shall continue practicing now.
nights & bye!
wish me lucks!
=)=)=)

2010-02-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

like, im halfway through my eportfolio.
almost done!!!
just a little adjustments to do.

anyway,
im kinda happy today.
with the fact that viewpoint's left with 2 forms to fill only.

and the bigbig thing i wanna talk about,
is the company im attached to!
V sent an email with a template of all of our attachment companies.

i was so nervous about it at first,
but i've got no idea why i felt that way.
was not hoping for much.
didnt think of BIG4,
which is so impossible to me.

but to my suprise,
i got into both accounting and BIG4.
and the BIG4 im attached to,
is Deloitte & Touche.

to be true!
i didnt know it was one of the big4 at first.
cos among the 4,
i only knew 2.
and they are pwc and ernst & young.
very stupid of me i know.

cos im in the business sector,
and yet such big companies i also dont know.
whatever it is.
im happyhappyhappy!
kinda looking forward to it even more than before.

but im gonna dread the formal wear part.
i needa start stocking my wardrobe with more,
soon!!!
by this week if possible.

anyway,
i dont know if im really prepared,
for the presentation tmr or not.
cos im not done with my script.

self praise for goodness sake.
for shit stuff, still possible.
but for serious stuff,
it's gonna be a nono.

have got some ideas here and there,
and advices of how i should do it from furby.
thanks alot!
trying to put the pieces together,
editing abit here and there.
but more to add on.

it's gonna be 5mins.
should be fast.
but i dont wanna think anymore now.
cos im tired,
and having a slight headache.

gonna sleep now,
and wake up early tmr,
to continue with my script.

nights people!!!

2010-02-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

today's presentation's screwed,
i think our group did badly,
as compared to the one 2 weeks back.
not enough content,
and stuff.
haix!!! anyway,
it's over and done.

i just realise i've got alot of things to do.
and i do have a little free time here and there.
but what was i doing?
wasting my time tv-ing or surfing the net?
argh! forget it.

im so not prepared for the presentation on wed.
eportfolio not really done up.
scanner at home cant work at this time.
making me really nervous.
i wanna draft out my speech.
but i dont seem to get anywhere,
cos i've yet to have a 'position' i wanna apply for.

ok.
the current feeling suck big time.
i think i should know longer give myself,
so much free time.
it's time to start studying!!!

FIT's gonna be the killer for me i think.
i needa start reading it up first,
before i breakdown or whatever shit happens to me.
Tax1 shall be next.
need start doing practice.
hope revision for tax1 is fast.

cos im learning to like it since common test.
i wanna score for tax1 too.
As for social psychology and bcomm2,
seems so far away from me now.
exactly 3 weeks left for me to study.

i should stop playing!
but, i think it's damn hard.
nonono!
i should start intensive revision now,
and that would mean i can play too.
but not as much.

roar!!!
another post,
full of rubbish.
i needa clear my mind and start prioritising my stuff.

bye!!!

2010-01-31T23:52:00.002+08:00

currently stuck with my social psychology.
i suck at analysing at school work,
but super good at shit stuff.
i dont understand why.
i think this i one of my many flaws.

anyway,
tmr's gonna be the last lesson for social pscyhology.
i wonder how i passed through this 6 weeks.
cos, i still dont understand some of the concepts.
and the best part is,
how i made it to my 8am lesson.

ahhaha!!!
work's fine today.
company's gonna have party on the 9th.
think most prob i'll go if i've got nothing.
which is of high possibility.

yupyup.
met coussie HD at bugis today.
we both got our 2inch of hair chopped.
yeah! gone are the splitends!
so, i cant believe how she tolerated with her,
not trimmed hair for 6months.

i know,
many girls with long hair,
seldom trim as often as those with short hair.
but apparently, i still do.
and i dont feel good when i dont trim them.
cos i know the ends are not doing fine.

yadayada,
wasted my time shopping today.
cos i have got only one loot,
which cant be tried.
and i dont like it,
so coussie's super nice to buy from me for her mother.

cos the loot made me super old.
so, not nice at all.
and what's worse is,
i hate shopping on weekends.
i think,
you'll be squeezing through the crowd more often,
then being able to get a glance of the clothes.

this is how bad.
argh! so many things in mind that i've yet to get them done.
no time no time!!!!
this is shit!!!
i should get going,
before i rant about insufficient sleep again.

ciaos!!!!

2010-01-31T00:53:00.006+08:00

like,
i've spent the entire day,
infront of my lappy.
hope my eyesight is perfect still.

im glad to say,
im done with viewpoint for my side,
'karma' for social psychology(almost i think),
clothes halfdone,
template searched but need to be edited.

oh ya!!!
this year i finally throwed all the clothes,
that i thought i'll wear still.
only those in the cupboard are packed and cleared,
and i have thrown/giving away 1/2 of them.
super happy to see my cupboard so neat and empty.

yesyesyes!!!
empty is equivalent to have an excuse of getting new clothes.
but then,
i dont think it will be filled,
cos those in there are
polo ts, t-shirt, denim skirts, shorts jerseys, sleepwear.

i think i should start to dress a little more appropriately to school.
cos i can down like shit man.
as bad as wearing t-shirt with fbt shorts.
super slack i swear.
most of the time,
playing dress up really depends on my mood.
while the rest depends on my time spent in school.

i so wanna get more dresses!!!!
dresses are the best amongst all.
worn and ready to go!!
saves time thinking what to match.
i like i like!!!

anyway, hope i can go do some cny shopping tmr,
with XP?
shall see if she's free or not.
if not then nvm,
i shall go home and continue with my work.
and shop when K's back from bkk.

coming week,
shall be the last project week.
cos exams are drawing nearer!!!
gonna have pizza with S and MD!!!
shiok!!!
if K's back, that'll be great.
cos even if she's working,
she can join us after!!!

then maybe,
dropping by JL's place again.
to lepak and discuss about the photo album,
with K.
kinda excited.
cos i can save JL with the manual,
and maybe we can be our own chef,
in her new kitchen!

i bet K's gonna like it too.
cos nothing beats homecooked food.
i foresee that the process's,
gonna be of so much fun!!
super looking forward to it.

gotta work tmr.
gonna turn in now!

sharing with you one of the songs i just dl-ed.

i like this song!
maybe cos of the lyrics?
cos there are still people out there,
who knows how to appreciate you.
=)=)=)

2010-01-30T15:14:00.003+08:00

im halfway done for all the work im supposed to complete,
shall start with my clothes soon,
grandma's nagging already.
LOL!!!

shall pack and see if any of my cousins wants them.
tmr's family day!
and they'll be here.
especially my little cousin.

shall see how many new clothes i have. LOL!
i think i do have a handful,
but i dont seem to have an occasion where i wanna wear them.
maybe there is,
but i dont have the mood to wear them.

shall not waste anymore time.
BYE!!! =)

2010-01-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

TGIF,
finally!!!!
i've been waiting desperately,
for weekends to come.
and finally it's here!!!

weekends equals to,
have fun, work and sleep!!!
ok! so i've decided to work on sunday this week only.
have yet to decide what to do tmr.

kinda feel like supporting bro,
at sentosa for his vball game.
but i cant seem to find anyone to go with me.
plus i've still got stuff to work on.
and i dont wanna get burnt before cny.

shall consider after im done with this entry.
till now, i still cant find a template i like,
for my e-portfolio.
yadayada. i've got my expectations.
simple, but not too simple.
not too colourful, yet not too dull also.

LOLOLOL!!!
ok. my expectations are high at times.
talking about expectations,
i remember JL telling me that,
i've got high expectations on guys.

and i wonder,
is it really so?
HAHA!!!
im not in the position to judge.
cos that's what others see in me.

but if you really think so too,
pls let me know.
so at least i know why.
and maybe i'll agree to you?

anyway,
i just did something illegal in school today,
which fed my mp3 with 14 songs.
shiok ttm!
so is shilin,
right? LOL!!!

sending songs in school is the superb idea.
i sent her at least 20songs in less than 10mins time,
if im not wrong.
yes, it's that fast.
unlike when we send and receive from different homes.

yupyup!
so i like the songs i dl-ed today.
nicenicenice!
if you want,
can pm me.

i'll be greatful to share with you.
cos im nice!!!!
=)=)=)

shall let myself rest for awhile,
before i start with other work.
way more to go!!!

ciaos!
=)=)=)

2010-01-28T21:51:00.003+08:00

today's good!!!
claw's roleplay,

bcomm2 IA and social psychology's filming are done!!
now im only left with claw's viewpoint, bcomm2's e-portfolio,
and social psychology's presentation.
of course, not forgetting the god damn EXAMS!!!!
=X LOL!!!!

i've got 2 papers in total.
first on the 23th feb and last on the 25th feb!!!
and what i heard was my attachment's,

gonna start on the 8th of march.

like im seriously not gonna have enough rest/fun,
at all!!!
hope it starts abit later.
so not looking forward to it anymore.

i'll be super no life by then.
argh!!!!
i dont want!!!!
anyway, im gonna get over all these hectic days soon.
and start revising for my papers asap.
before i start panicking at the last minute.

tax1 shall be one of the modules,

that i can be proud of my grades,
hopefully.
cos usually after exams,
my grades will be freaking pulled down.
i suck at exams.

monday's gonna be 1st feb!!!
so fast so fast!!!
first month of new year is gonna past!!!
and i needa get my cny clothes soon too.
it's gonna be damn packed soon.
i dont wanna shop at crowded places pls.

im still deciding whether i should work this week.
so far i worked 3 days this month,
not too bad.
but i can earn more.

should i work on both days,

or just either of the weekends will do?
i needa get some rest and also complete my necessary work.

enough rest,
is to ensure that i wont oversleep again.
i feel likka heavy sleeper recently,
cos the alarm doesnt work on me anymore.
if this happens during exams,
im so gonna die for sure.

i think im turning in soon.
another long day in school tmr.
my eyelids are heavy.
i want back my bigger eyes!!!
sleep shall be the cure!

nightsnights!!!
=)=)=)

2010-01-26T23:24:00.005+08:00

a normal school day like any others.
with me being late for revision lecture,
for freaking 40mins.
i hate, cos i have to rush like shit.

a day attending 2 lectures feeling moody.
wonders what cause it to be.
i guess, it's all the accumulated insufficient sleep,
and problems that have been coming to me.

the only way out now,
is to pretend like nothing happened.
but my character doesnt make me do so.
cos i believe,
there's always a solution to a problem.

but this time round,
i chose to ignore.
cos im way too tired to handle the things.
and it's getting outta control.

and now,
i've learnt to believe that,
ignorance is bliss

2010-01-25T23:32:00.016+08:00

this post is specially for my dearest friend,

who's been tolerating my nonsense eversince she knew me.

thanks to BL that made us know each other.
and till now i still know where we had our first conversation.
do you remember? =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

FURBY WURBY LURBY!!!

a video A and I made specially for you!!!
i know you've seen it,
but i dont care!!!
cos i hope,
everytime you watch it,
you'll still laugh at us for looking stupid! =)

it's been 4 years since we know each other.
it might not be a very long time,
but to me,
the fun and laughter we had is uncountable.

we may not meet often,
but at least we still take the effort to talk online.
especially on 'you-know-what-kinda-topic' right furby!

things might not be the same anymore for madness.
but im sure our friendship will remains.
i know you are tired of maintaining madness as a whole,
i see your effort.

dont brood over it anymore ok.
let's just hope things will get better.
cos i know you miss all the fun times we had before.
dont forget you still have:

we'll always be there for you!!
we're just one call away!!!
30mins bus ride away!!!
=)=)=)

anyway,
hope the supposedly suprise, suprised you.
thanks to sharon for organising it.
she's sucha nice friend too!
may the video put a smile on you!

thanks for trying to get the rest,
to talk about something that i understand or will know.
i know you dont wanna make me feel left out.
thanks alot furby!!!!
♥ YOU LOTS FURBY!!!

HUGS till all of us,
becomes FLAT! =X LOL!!!

song dedicated to dearest you!!!

(p.s. i teared when i saw the individual msg you sent. =X)

2010-01-24T22:28:00.005+08:00

i've been having so much fun recently.

wednesday's a short day.
slightly better table topic for me,
with a waste of time claw lesson.

after school,
accompanied F to collect his photos,
then met K to repair her supposedly spoilt macbook?
cos the problem was the disc that she used and not her lappy.

headed back home and met later in the night,
with S, K and XP for ikea,
to shop for photo frames for JL's gift.
and MD for supper at hongkong cafe.
so i was nagged and laughed at.

thurday, had a great dinner/gathering.
happy, touched or whatever that is happy for all of us.
with a little disappointment which felt worst than heart breaks, for me only.

dont ask me why.
i'll tell you if i want to tell you.
if you brag me, you'll only irritate me.
thank you very much.

friday was a short day for me.
i skipped claw lecture,
and was freaking 30mins late for tax1's tutorial.
roar! i hate being late!!! =(

met A in town,
to shop for JC's present.
we did stupid stuff while waiting for my cuzzie wuzzie,
to me meet me after her work to get her camera.
thanks alot HD cuzzie! =)=)=)

trained down to tampines,
to find K at her work place,
and later dabao-ed dinner over to J's place.
i swear i feel damn free.

dont know why this kinda feeling,
after so long.
maybe at times im selectively busy. LOL!
anyway, accompanied JL cos she was alone at home.

we talked about kinda lotsa things.
then her hubby came home.
soon, the flowery friend came with another girl.
LOL! yupyup. flowery will always be flowery. BTH!!!

JP joined us later in the 'midnight',
cos the rest are all busy with their own partners.
poor kid. LOL!!!!
and poor me too.

cos i was really tired,
but the topic we talked about was really reminiscing.
which made me kinda reluctant to leave,
still i had to leave.
shall go over someday soon, with more people.

yesterday was fun ttm!!!
it's JC's birthday advance celebration,
together with her Lclique. =X
she was blindfolded from vivo till the spot infront of wavehouse.
we had some bonding games.

i dont know what's the game called.
but nevertheless, it was fun!!!
played frisbee and volleyball(with water polo ball).
damn freaking pain.
i played awhile and stopped.

didnt really manage to tan much.
actually it's kinda good for me also.
cos im super scared i'll get burnt before new year.
i'll look damn disgusting pls.

oh ya! so later in the night,
we went to wavehouse, for free!
cos there's some event going on.
and free entry for the ladies,
while the guys get free entry cos of I(new friend),
as they were in the guestlist.

it's my bro's first club experience.
cool huh, sis brings bro to club.
but it doesnt really feel like club actually.
i think it's not fun at all,
kinda boring,
and i don think i'll go back there.

but i think my bro will,
cos he's damn tempted to.
even when i told him it'll be more fun when he's of legal age to club.
it may not be a fun trip,
but it was definately an interesting trip.

when i see what the underage kids did.
i think it's damn funny,
and i dont know how to express that kinda feeling,
just imagine you're me.
LOLOLOL!!!
crap! i know.

PLU cafe after.
kinda stun when we reach there,
cos a group of trans were there too?
my first ever time seeing so many trans in singapore. =X

yupyup.
so after our food,
we played TABOO ftw!!!
funfunfun!!!
i like it played both in the mute way,
and the elaborating way.

done with bill,
and off we went home.
super tiring day.
but it's the fun that we had.
hope JC enjoyed herself!!!

ok. this is an uber long rubbish post.
wahhaha!!!!
im gonna sleep soon.
no social psychology class tmr,
but project instead.
which means, i've to wake up early still.

enjoy the video/song below!!!
with lyrics of chinese, han yu pin yin and eng. LOL!!!
it's my current new love.
i seriously like the lyrics!!!
and i think the song applies to many out there!
nights people!